Special Section Series : Kahel (Book One)

Labing Pito

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Amber amarillo perez's P.O.V.

The moment he walk out of the room it took everything in me to not run after him.

My heart painfully throb as the door closes and i was left alone in an empty room.

I do, i like him but that like is not enough for me to give him hope and tie him to me.

Bata pa kami at marami pa akong pangarap...love... is a distruction. We both don't need distractions at this time of our lives.

If i gave him hope and let him think that someday we can be together para namang pinigilan ko magtuloy tuloy ang buhay niya.

We do not hold the future marami masyadong possibility...what if bigla siyang mawalan ng nararamdaman sakin, ako naman yung masasaktan? What if may magustuhan akong iba...marami masyadong what ifs and i dont want to lead him on.

I did the right thing naman di ba? I confess and didnt give him any hope.

This might just be a childish crush or infatuation for all we know mawawala din to.

Time passed by and he didn't came back hanggang sa makatulog nalang ako.
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The next time wala padin siya pagising ko.

He was not even in our classes pati si sapphire...one day turns to a week at wala namang sinasabi si sir kalen or any professors kaya wala din sigurong nagtatanong.

My heart sink at the thought na baka galit sila parehas sakin, hindi naman siguro di ba? They would both understand me? Lalo na si fire.

Baka nagkataon lang o may inaasikaso lang sila.

"Oh wala atang umaaligid sakanya isang linggo na yan ah? Did they finally realize how unfit this scholar is to be with red and sapphire?"

I can only listen and continue eating as i heard unfamiliar voice saying unfamiliar words.

Ngayon lang.

"Baka nga kawawa naman well being alone sure does suit him" sambit ng isa pang boses bago sila magtawanan.

"How sad mukha siyang naliligaw no hahahahha"

"Pustahan lahat ng special class student ayaw talaga sa kanya" "oo panigurado pinaplastik lang nila yan"

Their words hurt than i ever imagine, totoo kaya? Baka nga? Well bat naman kasi nila ako magugustuhan di ba? I can feel my eyes stinging as their words get through me and stay inside my head like a mantra.

"Eh kung nanahimik kayo?" Suddenly someone sit on the other side of the table where im sitted.

Then to my sides kaya napaangat ako ng tingin.

"Heyo ber dito na kami kakain ha?" Infront of me sits grier with a wide smile.

Then beside me nakaupo na si matthew and harmon.

What are they doing here?

Then may umupo pa sa tabi ni grier, si lorraine and sofia may dala dala silang lahat na sarili nilang tray of food.

"Who are you guys again? Oh right kayo yung mga taga class c right?" The one i never expected to stand up for me stood infront of the group of student na kanina pa ako pinaparingan with stacey, alabaster and sam.