ANOTHER IDOL WORLD - Taehyung ff

CHAPTER 17: lost memory

Y/N POV

Everything was going right, kang seo yeon isn't bullying me anymore, i got good friends with BTS and itzy and i have a crush on the great KIM TAEHYUNG haha, I am thinking on proposing him but i don't know when

Taehyung POV

jungkook: hyung when are you going to propose Y/n

Taehyung: i don't know jungkook, but soon 

*I told jungkook about my love for Y/N but not the thing jennie told me to do*

 few months- Y/N pov

I was at Han river with taehyung, i can't express how happy i am i want to stay like this forever his warmth......i want to feel it everyday

suddenly he stood up making me stand up too

Y/n: are we going?

Taehyung: mhhmm * he shook his head*

Y/N: so?

* Taehyung neeled to the ground his took out a box and opened it*

Taehyung: I love you Y/n, will you mine....forever...

Y/n: OMG YES YES YES!!!!!!!

Taehyung POV

I really don't want to do this to Y/n, but if i don't she will die and it all will be my fault. I really wanted to show her all the happiness and love but I won't be able to do anything. I really am not able to protect her

Y/n POV

I was really happy about his confession, but him.........he doesn't seem so happy rather is eyes show guilt. What happened  is he okay, did he do something?

Y/n: ya, Taehyung-ah did something happen? you don't seem so happy about us.

Taehyung: no-no it's not-nothing like that, i am al-alright

Y/n: you sure?

Taehyung: hmm *he said as he kissed my forehead

< ----------- 3 MONTHS LATER ----------- >

Taehyung POV

I really can't stand this, i really can't hurt Y/n anymore. I really want to tell her everything but there is no way I can, Jennie has placed cameras all over our house exept of the bathroom. She wanted me and Y/n to live together so Y/n get as much as pain she can.

Y/n: Taehyung-  * she said as she shook my hand nervously, Fear was visible in her eyes *

Taehyung: ye-yes, sorry i zoned out

Y/n POV

I was really shocked at his words, he said sorry to me and wasn't mad at me for touching him. Waaawwww, it really might get better noww

*I saw him glancing at the top corner of the wall of our dinning room*

Y/n: di-did i do some-something? Is that p-part nor cl-cleaned? I'll clean it just n-now * I said about to get away from him to clean that area when he grabbed my wrist, it's made me really shock as he doesn't really do this type of things *

Taehyung: wait, it's nothing like that.

Y/n: oh-okay then what where you looking a-at?

Taehyung: nothing, let's shower

Y/n: huh, taehyung i don't really want to do it right now-

Taehyung: hey hey, i am not saying to make out. I just want to shower with you, it's been a long time

Y/n: it's been a long time since you loved me too * i mumbled *

Taehyung: huh? Did you say something?

Y/n: n-no * i sluttered *

Taehyung: sure, should we shower now?

Y/n : hmm,k * I didn't fight back as I was tired and was scared of him*

-- TIME SKIP -- in the shower

Taehyung was backhuging me. It's really been a long time since he did something like that. I got some hope about us

Taehyung: y/n?

Y/n: hmm

Taehyung: i wanted to tell you something

Y/n: tell

Taehyung: *told her everything how Jennie threatened him to abuse y/n* i am soo sorry for doing this to you, i really love you and can't hurt you anymore, please forgive me y/n-ahh I never had the intentions to hurt you.

Y/n: you should've have told me earlier taehyung-ahh, you hurted me

Taehyung: i know y/n, and I am really guilty about this, but please.. baby just give me another chance i really don't wanna loose you, i love you so damn much

Y/n : i love you too jagi, and I forgive you

Taehyung: oh my god thank you thank you so much y/n!!!! I love youu

Y/n: i love you too....now what we gotta

Taehyung: let's just pretend like i am hurting you, after sometime break up with me. Jennie has cameras all over our place, she will think we broke up but we won't actually, okay?

Y/n: hmm, i love you * i said as u hugged him tight getting a tight hug back as a reply*

Taehyung: i love you too love