Her Bad Habits!

"New Consequences!"

I lay there for what feels like eternity, my vision blurs up, my heart...my heart beats in a slower rhythm, i look at my wrist which burned in pain and is covered in nothing but blood."Fuck!" I whispered. I tried to move but my body...my body hurts, my eyelids felt heavy. I try to reach my phone which fell on the floor, causing me to grunt annoyingly."Lemme just lay here for a little while, close my eyes and regain my strength." I thought to myself as i slowly closed my eyes, could have swore i heard a fainted knock. 

**Alex's POV**

It's Physics and I make my way to class earlier than everyone else. On my way to class i text Kira who i can't help but worry about, as soon as i get to the door i shove my phone in my blazer and take a deep breath. i knock gently trying to sound as polite as possible...weird i know. "Come in." A voice answered. I slowly pushed the door open and quickly closed it as i entered. I slowly turned and raised my head to meet Ms Nkosi writing on the board. She  had on a black slip on dress that was knee height and black block heel that was ankle tied and had her braids tied up into a neat bun. "Holy Fuck!" I said, and realized i said that out loud..shit. Ms Nkosi looked at me and smiled, i'll take that as a compliment i guess. she said as she bit her lower lip and moved closer to me. You're...a really interesting human, Alex. Ms Nkosi continued. She slowly moved closer and closer to me, with every step she took forward, i took a step back until "thud!" I had my back against the wall, literally it was against the wall.

Her face was just a few inches away from mine, i could feel her breath on my neck, her eyes locked into mine. My heart started racing, i was scared yet very excited. "Better get ready for class." She said as she walked away from me and before i could say anything, the bell rang and the class was filled with teenagers. I slowly made it to my sit where my eyes stayed glued to Ms Nkosi. Every few seconds she would find my eyes, keep the eye contact and break it with a smile. The period then ended and everyone made their way out, I was the last one out well because i just wanted to be with Ms Nkosi one last time. As i made my way to the door, she grabbed my arm. "Miss?" i asked almost breathless. "Call me Sam, cut the Miss Crap, still too young." She chuckled and ran her hand on my arm. "See you tomorrow Alex. She said. "See you tomorrow...Sam." I said as i bolted through the door. Well i didn't have Physics for the rest of the day and had a free period, so i thought of going to check in on Kira, she texted me a while ago telling me she made it home safely.

I  drove to her house with my mind still stuck on that moment earlier. Before i knew it, i had arrived at Kira's house. Parked in the driveway and walked to the door. I knocked and knocked and knocked and knocked but no answer. I just took it upon myself to let myself in. I walked into the empty house and made my way to different rooms while shouting out Kira's name. I then walked into the last room, black painted. I then saw her...Kira who looked almost unconscious. "Kira?" I called slowly walking up to her, interesting room by the way, like she had these quotes on her wall, butterflies decorations, and also had this wall of pictures..her as kid, her mom i suppose and this other girl she seemed close with i suppose...but that's not the point. I finally got close enough to her to actually see that she cut herself. "Fuck Kira, what did you do?" I panicked as i took a towel, wet it and cleaned her wrist to actually see if she snapped a vein...she didn't "THANK GOD"  i thought to myself, after cleaning her bloody wrist,i tripped over a container...I picked up and saw that she took pills, umm umm i felt for her pulse which was still there. I carried her unconscious body to the toilet and then inserted my fingers into her mouth and down to her throat to make her vomit, she did. She vomited as i held her braids back...gave her lots of water. Well i had to get her more water, clean shirt and a clean towel. I made my way to her room, to her closet and dug through her clothes to find a suitable shirt and as i did that, i came across her diary..well lemme say journal. I wanted to read it, like maybe it was going to give me information as to why she wanted to off her life.

I slowly slipped it in my bag and continued to nurse my 'patient'. She changed into a clean shirt, i cleaned the bathroom#gross. I then took her to bed and tucked her in but instead she sat up and looked at me with rather teary eyes, she wanted to speak up but i stopped her and hugged her real tight."It's okay" I whispered in her ear. "Can you stay with me, please...umm my mom won't be back tonight." She said. I nodded and texted Selena telling her that i'm spending the night at Kira's. She borrowed some pj's and made space for me in her bed. I jumped in besides her and she rested her head on my chest while her hand was holding my waist tight. "I'm glad you're here with me." She whispered. 

"I am also glad, there's no place i rather be at." I whispered almost to myself but somehow i felt guilty.