Hello y'all, I have once again rose from my coffin and am here to write
Now I know I was "writing" my first chapters for My winner , and don't get me wrong I still am
But that day I was so frustrated with myself and even though I had a chapter ready to post I deactivated my wattpad account
Since that day(Christmas) I tried to get away from the pit hole of OTV/Raekkuno because ever since I found out about them last November 2020 I kind of dedicated my life to wattpad and stuff which I think counts as "para social" but I don't think I was since I kept my boundaries to that stuff
And we'll I decided I didn't want to do that anymore :D
But here I am not even a month later already back.
I felt throughout those few weeks what I haven't felt in a year, which was no pressure
I felt like I didn't owe anyone anything and felt really good for myself
But now I feel comfortable in posting again and I decided my first few chapters I wrote weren't good enough so I'm de writing them ALL until I'm finished because if not then I truly believe I will not commit
I'm re-realizing this god awful trash one shot so you guys have something to read while I write.
I know some have already read it so I'll make you suffer again :D
Even looking at it again makes me cringe
Now for y'all that have seen my posting I mostly update atleast twice a month lol so please don't expect me to fully release my new book until like months, not a year I think hopefully because it would be a shame if took a year to write a book that's not even half as good as the people that are releasing today which another thing...
I'm really glad people are posting again because this whole "ship" took a dip during the summer break after Vegas bcuz you know... Stuff
So, that's all I got for you guys
Except the part where I mention that I'm going to write my new book in 3rd person pov because I found that really interesting reading the 3rd pov more than the 1st pov.No offense to those who do 1st person pov, you guys are still very talented Except for me as you guys have seen or will see when you read/ or have read the one shot above
I know I ranted right now and it's all messy but I really really like all of you here and want to write for my own fun so thanks!!!
BTW a big thank you to
@LockHeart_02
@ICantDoShitRight
@NoYuSukk
@Alejandra_TheShipper
@redflame501
And @dedflxwers
For keeping everyone entertained during this drought in content
You all have very good writing skills and are wonderful
And to all who have everreleased a raekkuno book
If I missed you my bad
