After 3 years of her beloved Rahul Jaykar's tragic 'suicide' , Aarohi was believed to have moved on from the trauma by the people. Or can I say she pretended to have moved on and living happily? She focused on her career, worked hard , smiled all t...
"Ma'am, we'll start recording in few minutes, please be prepared." An assistant in the studio informed me.
I was called for recording a new song for a new film. The director said that my voice suited the actress in the movie. But after reading the lyrics I didn't want to sing it.
Its lyrics were: What was my fault; That I'm left all alone; We were happy together; We completed each other; But Now that you're gone; I'm incomplete; Barely able to breathe; Why did you leave me like this; What was my fault; I thought we had the greatest bond among all, I saw your insecurities and I told you I'll finish them all, Then why did you leave me like this? What was my fault. you loved me at my worst; But now that you're gone, I do not see my worth; We promised to stay with each other till end; But you left me like I didn't matter to you at all, Why did you leave me like that; What was my fault, What was my fault! Remember the time we played with each other?; You protected me from rain and I became your sunshine of summer; I can't even hate you that you broke all our promises; I tried hating you but ended up loving you more; Everyone says you'll never return; But why do I feel like you're watching me from somewhere?; Everyone says I'm wasting my time; Cause its true I sleep late waiting for your call!; I try everday to stay strong and wait for you; But this wait is really so long; I know you'll never call!; Why did you leave me like this?: What was my fault?, What was my fault?
Yes, I was instantly reminded of Rahul. The situation just matched with mine too much. Maybe the director also thought the same.
I was scared. I was continuously thinking if I'll be able to sing the song properly. What if I end up crying and ruin the song. I'll just waste their time. I need to cancel the contract. I can't do this!
"Don't dare to think you can ruin this song! You're the best! " his statement never left my mind. Those words again charged me up. I was filled with confidence.
"Ma'am are you ready? We have to start now?"
"Yes yes, let's go!" I exclaimed.
The recording ended up pretty fast. We didn't had to restart again and again. Everyone in the studio was absolutely happy with my performance. The directors praised me. We congratulated each other and I left the studio.
I sat in my car and left for my home. I opened my social media and unsurprisingly saw many hateful messages and comments. They've been continued since he's gone. These fans who are now pretending to be his true fans left him when he needed them the most. And now they're just hating on me for his....
Why is this society like this? When the same person is around us ,we don't give them as much importance as when they're gone. When they're alive we just try to find fault in them and troll them, but when they're gone, we try to become the most genuine fans. All these years, I've blamed myself for the reason he's not here with us. But who gave them the right to call me a murderer.
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Sure, Rahul did it for me, but why am I being held responsible by them? With reasons like I planned his muder? That I wanted to be successful so I cleverly moved him out of my way? Damn these people never understand that I loved him! I still do! He's the reason I'm here today! They loved us when we were together but they hate me now saying I killed him? Fuck their opinions and their sick mentality! They can't bring me down. Rahul sacrificed himself to see me at this level. I won't ever let him fail just because of these people's self-cooked story. I'll never let him fail. I'm never going to be fail.
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*Short Chapter I Knowww But What To Do My Brain Is Empty ..I Don't Know What To Write! ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥╥﹏╥╥﹏╥ Forgive This Little Girl!!!*
