Targets..|| Luberto story || POV book

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Luca's POV
i ran back to Albertos house and bust through the door almost crying. He noticed me and ran to me. i was crying i didn't know what the fuck happened and i felt like falling over. i didn't like what Ercole did i didn't like him in general! he was just a person that fucked up my life!

"Luca! are you alright" he asks me. he hugs me while i was balling my eyes out. i hated this! why did i agree to this!? i calmed down and started talking "i went to Ercole and once he left,he kissed me on the cheek and thought it was funny since i could hear him laughing before the door closed!" I said almost screaming. he looked at me seriously. "we should've put that murder to tonight.." he says. "look Luca,i really like you but i dont know how to feel about tonight" he says to me

i felt regret for some reason. i didn't like it so why did i feel bad? i looked down at the floor. we weren't dating so why did he care so much! but he did say he liked me..goddammit! this always happens it it pisses me off! i walked away from Alberto crying less this time. i didn't look back i just walked away to the bedroom...i felt regret for that and i knew why now..its like my body knew that was going to happen

i wish i didn't explain that to him. i should've just let it be. i sat out of the window and looked at the stars. i just looked down and saw grass below the window before Alberto came in the room. "Luca?" he says. i didn't respond. "Luca answer me please? i'm sorry if i made you feel bad. i knew you didn't like it when Ercole was doing that i just didn't know if you liked me the same and i wasn't sure what to do anyway,i'm really sorry and i just really love you for some reason even though i know i shouldn't." he explains to me. i wanted to forgive him but i couldn't and i just sat there out on the window. i finally spoke.

"its alright i guess.." i say he stops in front of the door and smiles "thank you Luca. you can come down when your ready" he says and walks out. i was glad he was giving me the time i really needed. i decided to start thinking if he was the one for me. i finally didn't hear anything but the swaying grass below me and the crickets chirping until a voice spoke

"Luca.."

to be continued