I wake up. It's 7:35am. "okay fresh start today. No thinking about him. It's a me day" I prep myself for the day. I decided to do some skincare since my skin is getting quite dirty and uncomfortable.
I get changed into a really cute outfit. A white blouse, black vest jumper, black skirt, 1461 quad doc martins and a white pearl headband.
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I look at myself in the mirror, I smile, I like my appearance. The girl I'm staring back at is cute, sweet she looks like someone I've always wanted to be. I put on some mascara, a bit of concealer and a lip gloss.
I make myself breakfast, avocado on toast , while I go through social media. Xiaos new girlfriend (Ani) posts photos of them, he looks different. But I don't think much about it they looked happy yesterday. Ani has beautiful hazel hair that has small waves, she had heterochromia, one eye was a beautiful grey that could change colour and a brown which made her even more beautiful to the eye. I wasn't jealous because they looked happy. I just scroll past smiling. As much as I'm happy for them, deep down they are my enemies, and I will always think that.
I finish my breakfast at 7:57, I decided to spoil myself today. I grab a cute black handbag with a white bow, locking my door I head to my car. Xiao pulls up next to me, we make eye contact. I just simply smile and drive off.
'I can't fucking stand him. Oh my lordddd!!!'
I arrive at the mall, the floors were polished and the walls were beautiful, I went to a different mall but this was fucking angelic. I knew I could spoil myself here so many places. the first place I go to is a skincare shop. I buy: face masks, serum and some other items.
Before arriving at my next shop I get stopped by a girl in the mall. "Hi you look really pretty today" The girl had glowing dark brown skin and beautiful butterflies locs, I smile at her "thank you! Your stunning though" "Thank you! Have a nice day" she walks away a smile on her face. I felt a heaviness lift off my shoulders, it felt good.
Next shop I go to is a clothing shop I come out with a heart bag from doc martin, some urban outfitters glasses and 2 bags of clothes I finish up in a jewellery shop I get: vivienne west woods necklace, ring and a bracelet. I end my shopping spree there since I spent over £2000 but that's not relevant it is also 4:23
I get in my apartment happy with myself, I was starving though since I forgot to get lunch, I looked through my fridge for ideas, I eventually settled with a chicken salad with rice. I finish at 5:56, it was quite filling. I put my dishes on the side of the counter for washing up later and walked over to my laptop to do some online shopping, I bought items for my bedroom. I bought: LED strips, a projector, a acoustic guitar and a blanket.
I go to wash up my dishes, turning on the tap the water pressure is very weak, I turn off the tap and decide to let time pass by going out into my balcony, I stand there quietly watching the sun set, I look down at the railing "Damn it! I should have bought some fairy lights to wraparound the railing" I groan, walking into my apartment I hear a smash from Xiao's apartment, immediately run to get the keys.
Jamming the keys into the lock until it clicks. I push open the door running. I stop so quickly I almost lose my balance.
I drop the keys.
My hands over my mouth.
ani she's.. bleeding from her head but she's strangling him.
"what... what are you doing" I manage to say my voice is shaky, she lets go of his neck her hands leave a nasty red mark along his neck. "you saw nothing" she walks up to me I look her dead in the eyes, I walk around her, Xiao is rubbing his neck catching his breath,
"are you okay..? I'm not going to hurt you, just let me see" I put my hands up walking towards him, it's like trying to show a kid your not going to harm them. I gently pull his hands away from his neck only to notice bruises down his arms. "this isn't a one time thing is it" I whisper, His eyes told the story in the photos. I feel so bad for him, Xiao doesn't deserve this, he needs to be protected. "Have you gave her keys yet?" I needed this information from Xiao, i hold his hands in mine, he won't say "please xiao I need to know. I want you to be safe. I'm not going to hurt you and I won't let people hurt you. Just tell me if she has keys?" I whisper hoping she is still standing near the door. Xiao shakes his head slightly, I smile and get up.
Walking over to her, I feel a need to draw some blood. "get out" I say sternly. "why should I" Ani looks at me a smirk across her face. Fucking two faced bitch. I punch her face, quickly grabbing her free hand, pushing her to the ground. Almost dislocating her arm. "Xiao I need to call the police. Now" I look at him, he gets up and grabs his phone. Poor baby. He doesn't deserve any of this, I shouldn't have lashed out at him. I know who my parents are now. They would have been better dead than alive.
The police arrive a few minutes later they take Ani away and Xiao places a Restraining order against her. "Ma'm is he your boyfriend" the police man talks to me while I stare at Xiao, tears running down my face. "Used too." I sigh, "He needs protection but I can't do that for him" I laugh tears falling down my face faster. Xiao notices I'm crying, he gets up walks over to me and hugs me tight, my head resting on his chest. It's 9:30 once everyone starts leaving around us, the apartment is just us now. Xiao and I.
"It's okay Y/n. I forgive you" "Please don't. I was wrong for lashing out at you like that. My parents aren't worth your life. They were shit. My father was sexist and my mother was screaming for help. You helped me" I cry looking at him. "Loving me is suicide" Pushing him away I hug my waist tight, I'm ashamed of myself. "I don't care. I love you Y/n I always have. I never stopped loving you" He says, his voice felt so refreshing for me I haven't heard it say 'I love you' for a while. Before I got to reply he pulled me into a long kiss.
"I love you xiao" ————————— The drama is finished now or is it?
I didn't get Xiao 😭😭 I accidentally got ganyu on my Asia and I'm so pissed off I love ganyu but I COULD'VE GOT XIAO!
Anyways have a good morning/ afternoon/ night/ evening
