Nick goode smuts ( 1979-1980)

all too well

You and Nick broke up in 1977 and met again in 1979

Flashback

I walked through the door with you

"This is my sister's house by the way"

I set my scarf down

Another flashback

We're singing in the car

We were singing along to songs

Flashback

And you tossing me the car keys

He tossed me the car keys

Anytime now he's gonna say it's "love"

I can't wait for him to say I love you

We're dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light

We were dancing in the middle of the night in the kitchen

You kept me like a secret

We just had sex
He said he was gonna keep it a
Secret.

Call me up again

He called me.

And that made me want to die

He told me that he doesn't love me

You that's what happened. You.

He's so rude to me

It's supposed to be fun turning 21

Let's just say it wasn't fun

I'd like to my old self again

I wanna be what I was before I met him

I left the scarf at his sisters house

He still has the scarf

I'll get older but your lovers stay my age

I will act like what I did when I was with him

I remember it all too well

Just between us

Wind in my hair

I was there

Down the stairs

Sacrd prayer

I got out of my flashbacks of me and Nick in '77

I moved out of shadyside to Sunnyvale

There was a mascare at camp nightwing

I walk into a cafe

And I see a person I never wanted to see

He was with a girl

And she was wearing something I remember

A scarf

The one I left at his sisters house

He looked over and saw me

His girlfriend looked over at me after he turned his head

"What the fuck" "who is she?"
"Why the fuck are you watching her?"

"Who is she nick" that's what his girlfriend was saying

"No one"

"Well it's someone if your fucking looking at her like that"
"What is she?"
"An ex?"

"Yeah"

"Oh shit" I said in my mind

I left the cafe and went into my car

I thought of the memories again.

This wasn't a smut but I was kinda tired of doing smut and I like Taylor so I made atw into a imagine