you know that feeling when you've fucked things up
you don't know what to do or how to fix it
you've just fucked up
well that feeling
that's the feeling i have right now
i think i may have lost him
neither of us know what to do
he was my light and now that light is dim
things are so wrong i don't know how to make them right
do i wait for him to message or do i say something..no that'll only make it worse
can i just be happy in love or i am under some sort of curse
a curse that never truly lets me be happy
a curse that never lets me truly be in love with someone who also is in love with me
is it a curse or is it my fate
he was the love of my life
and i was so stupid to not wait
