When A Playboy Fall inlove [COMPLETE]

Chapter 25

Shanea's Pov:

"I thought she will gonna leave me after she saw you. But that's not what happen, when she saw you infront of my door... She already kiss me, that's when you open the door. Late na akong itulak siya dahil nakita mo na" sabi niya. I still looked at him. I see the pain visible in his eyes.

"T-then why aren't you l-looking for me?" My voice broke. My tears won't stop from falling. Hindi ko akalain na may itutulo pa pala yung mga mata ko ng luha. Akala ko ubos na lahat sa Canada palang. Balde-balde yung luha ko sa Canada, ilang tissue yung naubos ko para sa luha ko.

"I am. I even go to your house, but your maid tell me that your already in the airport. I try to drive as fast as I can, I search you in the whole airport but I didn't saw you." Sabi niya. Tiningnan niya ako gamit ang namumungay niyang mga mata. Please, don't look at me like that.

"B-bakit h-hindi mo ko sinundan sa Canada?" Sabi ko. If he truly looking for me. Sinundan niya ako sa Canada at mag explain siya sakin.

"I didn't know were you going. Your parents is not in your house. Your maids didn't tell me anything, I even go to Creed even If I'm mad at him but I know, I deserve his punch. He didn't know were are you to. I even hired an private investigator, I don't care if I lose all the money than losing you. But.. your all clearead ni hindi ka ma trace ng private investigator ko. At hindi rin nalaman kung saan ka pumunta." Nayuko siya ng sabihin niya sa akin lahat. I want to go to him, but I coudn't because it's not right. Kapag pumunta ako sa kaniya para na din ako nag taksil kay Keir. Ayokong gawin sa kaniya yun, he did nothing but to love me. Hindi ko siya kayang saktan.

"I'm sorry, Shanea. I truly am sorry" nahihina niyang sabi. I want to hug him, hindi ko rin mapigilan yung luha ko. Napaupo narin ako sa upuan ko. Nanlambot yung mga tuhod ko. My heart is like getting out in my chest. Nasasaktan ako, Nasasaktan ako sa lahat ng nangyari samin.

Nasasaktan ako dahil nasasaktan ko siya. All these years, I thought that he's cheating on me. I thought ginusto niya, it's all because of Cristine nagawa niya samin to. I suffered the pain for almost 6years.

"Nagkakawasak ang mga kaibigan ko, dahil sa ginagago kita. Dahil pakiramdam ko kasalanan ko. Nadamay sila sa galit ko, my parents was set me into fixing marriage with Cristine." Dun ko na angat ang ulo ko sa sinabi niya. Arrange marriage sila ni Cristine?

"But I don't want her, nagalit rin ako sa kaniya. Sa kaniya ko binuhos lahat ng galit ko. Pinagbuntongan ko siya, palage ko siyang sinisigawan. But, I also suffered the pain Shanea. And that's when a year after you left, I decided to build my own name. I sent myself to school, I never let my parents to lean me money. Until, I saw a job that's not related to any of my family's business. Pinagtrabahuan ko lahat ng naabot ko ngayon, Shanea. I never work in our company. I never work related to my parents and relatives. I started in the beginning until I get here, Shanea." Sabi niya. I never thought that he did everything to find me.

Pinalis ko na ang mga luha ko and I started stare to him. I saw how he work hard to get this kind of company he had. I'm so proud of him.

"I'm sorry, James. I'm sorry kung hindi kita hinayaan na magpaliwanag dahil nagpadala ako sa galit ko. I was hurt that day all I could think is, how you cheated on me. How I saw you kissing Cristine. All I could think is the pain I'm feeling, all I want is to go home and stay away from you. And that's when I realized that, that was the last day of our school. Hindi ko na hinintay na maglakad sa stage kasama ang parents ko. I immediately, use our own private plane to go in Canada..." naiiyak kung sabi, sumisinghot-singhot pa ako. Hindi ko namalayan na lumapit pala si James sakin at hinawakan ang pisngi ko para pahirin ang mga luha.

"It's not your fault, Shanea baby. It's just the destiny baka ginawa niya satin to para kapag nakamkt natin ang gusto satin at pinagtagpuan tayo ulit. Did you know that 6years, Baby I'm still into you. Lahat ng babae lalapit sakin hindi ko na pinapansin kasi ikaw lang Shanea" sabi niya habang caress ang aking pisngi, hindi ko mapigilan na tumingin sa kanyang mga mata. Ang lakas ng tiboo ng puso ko.

Maybe, we're just meant to meet each other but not meant to be together till the end. I think this the game-over for the both of us.

"Can you still go back to me?" Sabi niya sakin na nagmamakaawang boses. Nasasaktan ako sa kaniya, he had been throught a lot. But, I can't just give up the person who made me special while I was down. I can't just give up the person that doing nothing but to love me.
"I'm sorry, James. I can't just break-up with Keir" Sabi ko kita ko sa kanyang mga mata na nasasaktan siya sa sinabi ko. At tumayo na, hindi ko na hinintay na magsalita pa siya.

Hindi na ako nag-expect na naghihintay parin ang sscretary ko dahil matagal ako sa loob. Kaya naman nagulat ako ng nakita ko siyang kumalikot sa phone niya. Nang nakita niya ako nagsalita at diritso nalang akong pinindot ang up bottom. Pagbukas ng elevator ay sumunod naman sakin ang secretary ko. Hindi siya nagsalita sa loob ng elevator, hinayaan niya lang ako manahimik.

Siguro nga mas nakaktulong na nalaman ko na lahat ng gusto ko malaman para totally na akong maka move-on. This is what I want right? Pero bakit ang sikip ng dibdib ko? Bakit parang hindi sang-ayon sakin ang puso ko. Bakit taliwas siya sa sinasabi ng utak ko?

This is what I want right?

Pero.. bakit ang sakit?