That Mafia Boss is my Lover ( Under revision )

💌 2: Pretend

THANA'S POV:

We're on the van, mom was sitting next to me and I started crying. I'm sorry, My love. I didn't mean to do it, I have to pretend that I don't know you in order to save you.

"Love, Are you okay?" Mom asked as I hugged her.

"Mom, Do I really have to pretend that I don't know him? It's hard pretending, I......I love him." I said as I can't stop myself from crying, I really do love him and doing all this shit is tearing me apart.

"You don't want him dead, right?" Saad niya at tsaka ako natigilan.

"Yes, I don't want him dead but doing this bullshit is hurting me." I said as she pulled away, and wipe my tears.

"Don't worry, You can stop pretending when your birthday passes. You shouldn't risk his life, You know that." Mom responded

I can't risk his life, he's way too precious.

"You know what we do, You know what you'll do. If you love him, This wouldn't be on the way. You should endure everything if you really want to save him." Dad said as I looked at him, He smiled at wink at me.

They're right, But It's hard. He's few steps away from me, I want to hug him so bad But I can't. Fuck those bullshit rules.

"Can I have my car now?" I ask as they both nodded, When we arrived at the mansion, I went out as the Butler greeted me. I asked him about my car keys as he leads me to my cars.
It still has a cover, I miss it so much.

Who am I kidding, I don't even know how to freaking drive. I haven't even used them.

"Paintay na lang po ako dito Maam, Kukunin ko lang po sa kwarto niyo." Saad niya at tsaka ako tumango.

Is it the right thing to do, Coming home? Am i gonna regret this decision? Everything reminds me of him, My beloved brother.

"Seeing Nathan makes my blood boil and at the same, It makes me feel sad. He's Drakes cousin, Drake.......Drake....... The man I love."

"Why am i lying to myself, All I could think of is killing Nathan. What should I do first? Take his eyes out? Cut his fingers? Or, Should I remove one of his organs while he's awake, of course i won't use anesthesia." Just by saying that makes me happy, I'm excited, I have lots of plan on how I'll kill that shit. That shit who killed my brother.

"Maam, ito na po". The Butler handed me the keys as I stared at him from head to toe.

"May problema po ba?" Saad niya

"Wala, akala ko kase natabunan ka ng mga susi. Mabigat ba? Ang tagal mo a" I said as he laughed.

"Patawa ka pala, maam." Saad niya

"Who says I'm joking?"

"Sabi ko nga po, aalis nako." Saad niya at tsaka ko siya pinigilan.

"Nakakaputangina maging butler mo, pinsan moko gago kaba? Pero, ang angas mo pakinggan tsaka nakakatakot kang gago ka. Feel ko, last day ko na ngayon. Kaano-ano mo ba si kamatayan?" Saad niya at tsaka ako tinapik.

"Sinong Tanga sa'tin? Sabi ko mag panggap ka lang na Butler, Kinareer mo namang Tanga ka."

"Ang angas kaya maging butler ng isang heiress, Ang mamanahin mo pa organization. Gawin mokong kanang kamay mo ha" He said as I thought about something, It isn't fun if I just agreed, I want to scare him first.