𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓐𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓨𝓾𝓻𝓲 𝔁 𝓣𝓸𝓻𝓾 𝓨𝓾𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓪𝓴𝓲

I'm suffering

Hey everyone I have very bad news I've been crying sobbing and hating myself 😭😭😭 I know it's not like me but ----

There have been fighting in my family 😭😭 and I'm getting broken by the second

My dad is the cause of the fight

Everyday when we wake up there's always a fight we haven't eaten anything yet there's a fight about the house something broken something little like a small glass or trying to find a toy there's a fight

Do you know who sees everything me there daughter I want to cry but I can't because I don't want to let siblings or anyone see me in pain you know what I do I act all happy and fine but in reality I'm slowly breaking inside

Right now there's a fight and because of that fight my mom is planning on leaving us and taking my little sister with her and leaving me with my brother and father

I might have to stop school because of it but I don't want to I might just have to find a job 😭 what kind of daughter am I how am I supposed to take care of my brother alone if something happens to my dad that is 79 years old how am I supposed to juggle a job and him

In my past I sacrificed my own happiness my life my happiness my everything what am I supposed to sacrifice now

My eye's are red from crying silent my head is hot and I can't take it anymore 💔💔💔

I'm a useless am I burden is this my fault somebody tell me because I'm slowly breaking 😭💔

I haven't talked or tell anyone about this because I don't want to see anyone sad or worried

I've been abandoned once I'm going to be abandoned once again 😭😭😭

So my deepest apologies for not updating its just that I'm falling apart 😭😭😭😭