In which , Chrollo took an interest in a feisty child on the streets, her body surrounded with a powerful aura. He does not know of why did he take her in. Perhaps it was because he could see the potential in her. Well, for whatever reason he took h...
"Come on, let's go back (Name)!" Shalnark beamed. (Name) was looking out of the window Uvogin jumped out from, gazing at the dazzling radiant full moon she just realized was there all along. Her eyes sparkled as the moon shone above her, she glanced at Shalnark and Franklin, "You guys go first! There's a full moon!! I'm gonna take looots of pitcures of it!" She said in an excited manner. Franklin plastered a smile on his face as he gave her a thumbs up, "Have fun, (Name)." Shalnark nodded as the corners of his mouth lifted up, making out a smile. "Be back soon!"
"Got it!!"
And she was off, jumping out of the window similar to how Uvogin did it as she got on top of a building. She gawked at the moon, her eyes that were sparkling in delight had the reflection of the full moon shining oh so beautifully. The corners of her mouth lifted and curved into a smile just as before, looking at it, the moon, it felt so nostalgic and beautiful. Usually, when the full moon showed up, she wouldn't pay much mind to it. But now, she just couldn't take her eyes away from it. She carefully grabbed her camera and positioned it right in front of her face as her head faced the moon. A click was all it took to capture the gorgeous sight. She lowered her camera down and inspected the photo that she took. Very high quality, it was like she was looking at the moon in real life, not in a photo. She brightened, biting her lip.
"Mimi-chan, shh, we can't alert the guards!" A girl, named Kumi, whispered shouted at (Name). Unlike before, her features were much more clearer. (Name) could see her grayish locks flying to the side because of the strong wind. Her light green eyes glowing as she looked at (Name) with a look of adoration on her delicate face. Her small warm smile that made (Name)'s chest hurt just by looking at it. "Okay." Little (Name) shyly uttered, her small fingers holding the older girl's rough pinky and ring finger lightly.
"Look," It seemed like this was the memory she saw before, when the purple sky appeared, triggering a short lived memory. Ir was like she was looking at a photo before, and this time it was a video. Little (Name) kept holding Kumi's two fingers as she looked at her. She looked really, really pretty.
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As a small blush crept up to her cheeks, she couldn't help but think that she wanted to be as pretty as sister Kumi when she grew up. The younger girl's head turned away from Kumi and to the sky Kumi was gesturing at. The pretty dazzling sky with the full moon that shone at the both of them as her mouth fell open slightly.
"It's pretty, isn't it?" Kumi suddenly questioned, facing (Name) with a warm sweet smile. Yet, (Name) couldn't turn away from the sky and slowly nodded as she pressed her lips together. Kumi's warm smile faded, she turned back to look at the shining sky, the corners of her mouth turning up again. "Do you wanna leave this place. Mimi-chan?" (Name) visibly clenched her jaw at the question, she looked at Kumi immediately to see her still smiling while facing the sky. Her smile felt empty to (Name). "Mhm.. What about sister?"
"I wanna leave too, with Mimi-chan, but my..." Kumi giggled and ruffled (Name)'s hair softly, changing the subject. "I promise you, You'll definitely be able to leave and live happily outside with your new family. So," The gray haired girl knelt down and looked directly at (Name)'s (e/c) pair of eyes, "When the time comes, just remember that I'm sorry," She smiled, her lower lip quivering as she struggled to keep her warm smile in place.
"But why? You didn't do anything wrong."
"No.. it's nothing really important."
(Name) snapped back to reality, flashbacks of the dream she got at the Hunter exam suddenly flooding her mind. 'Kumi? Sister? Mimi? Was that me? No.. Who are you? Who am I? Why did everything suddenly..' (Name)'s normal breaths slowly became rigid as she started to shake repeatedly, she was trying her best to just breath normally but she couldn't. 'This is all because of him.. that man..' (Name) squeezed her eyes shut as her breaths became more rapid, her whole body trembled. Tears shimmered in her eyes, closing her eyes shut didn't help with anything, if anything it was making it worse, she felt herself slowly getting dizzy with tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Mimi-chan."
"Mimi-chan!"
"Mimi-chan?"
"Stop!" (Name) caught sight of the moon as she fell on her back, everything stopping, everything calming down. Her seemingly empty eyes gazed at the moon shining at her, as if asking if she was okay. 'Who am I kidding.. The moon can't do that.' She thought of that girl again, her eyebrows drew together and her mouth set in a hard line. Everything was confusing and complicated. She guessed she should be happy she remembered another memory. But was that really a good thing? Was trying to figure out her confusing past the right thing to do? Was she even ready to know? She won't get anything out of it in the end. So why was she even trying, right? It didn't make sense. Maybe she should ask the Troupe. Would they be willing to help her? She didn't have any close friends she could tell about this anyway. What should she do? What was the right thing to do?
She wanted to know. She really wanted to know. But at the same time, she didn't. She already figured it was better not knowing, yet she still craved to know. Why? (Name) sniffed as she fought back tears. 'What should I do? Do they know about my past? Why aren't they telling me? Are they just waiting for me to ask first?' A shaky sigh left (Name)'s lips as she sat back up, looking at the moon as she hugged her knees together.
'The moon does look very pretty, Kumi.' (Name) thought, positioning her camera in front of her face once more, biting her lip lightly.
Click.
Then she smiled.
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I dont really know if this whole thing the whole memory suddenly getting triggered and shit seemed out of place or not, but if it did i sincerely apologize.
also I tried writing an anxiety or panic attack(?) scene but i have never experienced panic attacks, just anxiety attacks and my way of calming down is different to what would calm (name) down so yes, i tried searching up abt panic attacks but if the scene still didn't really look like a panic attack please tell me lmfao, thank you😭😭
anw remembee stay alive and drink lots water yall😻💓💓
