⚠️ (tw-suicide mentions and smoking!) ⚠️
she looked out over brighton as she stook ontop of her block of flats. her phone on silent and powered off. she didnt want to, but lulu didnt see any other way out.
she stepped onto the ledge of the building and looked over to see the lights that gently illuminated the street. then she heard the entrance door to the roof open
'LULU? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?'
she turned her body to face the voice
'james?'
'oh my god lulu! we were so worried, what are you doing?
'i dont even know at thus point. everythings shit, my therapist cant do her job, my antidepressants dont work, nobody loves me and theres no point in trying any more'
james ran over and took her down off the ledge and sat her down. as they sat together, james tightly grabbed her hands for a breif moment and let go. lulu proceded to tell james everything that was going wrong
'and now the hate on social media is starting up and i just see it as a free way out without having to deal with it'
she reached for her back pocket, producing a lighter and a small box. she lit the cigarette between her teeth and inhaled
'want one?'
'im good thanks,' james looked at her with a slight frown 'im 4 years clean. but i get that its relaxing and probably better than... yano... not existing'
'yeah i guess,'
lulu seemed to calm down and then remembered something
'holy shit will! i need to call him i-'
'dont worry, i messaged him. he's on his way'
i need to take a break from streaming for a while i think'
'it would seem fucking so Louise'
Louise? nobody exept her family called her that...
'oh my god will! you came!'
'of course i did! its my job to keep you safe and i cant handle not having you around'
will wrapped his arms tightly around her torso, as if she was a teddy bear
'will... its kinda hard to breath...'
'oh, right'
will put her back on the floor and james smiled over at her, then proceding to stare at her, their noses almost touching
'im quite fond of you so don't do that again please'
'ok big man, you simp'
lulu smiled up at the teddy bear of a man, and will fake gagged at the two
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HSHSHSHS FLUFFY JAMES CONTENT 😭❤️🩹 HES SO CUTE LAMDMKWKEJDL
also sorry for the depressing chapter i couldn't help myself ;))
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hey bitchboy- james marriott x oc :)
Fanfictionlouise gold, known as lulu soot online is a commentary youtuber and streamer from brighton. when her and her brother will meet up to make some new songs and videos, she cant take her eyes off james, will's friend, who's helping them with guitar ...
