Love will find a way

PART-VII

(Includes some offensive and degraded thinking of society)

"Shiva.....please chale ....... "

Shiva nods and help her to move. Raavi was feeling very dizzy and stingy due to alcohol on her. Four of them sat in the car.Raavi looks at shiva and says inspecting him,

"Shiva tu gir gaya tha na bike se..... Tujhe chot toh nahi laggi na......"

Shiva looks at her lovingly as how after all this happened to her she is still worried for him. He cups her face and says,

"Main theek hoon........ Tu aaram kar"

Saying this shiva held her close to him and  soon raavi leans in and rests.They reach home and Shiva picks her up and takes her inside and puts her on cot in aangan and other people panicked  deshita told them the whole situation and suman was offended and says,

"Raavi ko uss ladke ne chua aur iske kapde itne jyada kharab ho chuke hai sharab ki badbu aa rahi hai........

Tum log ise vapas kio le kar aaye ho....... Yeh ladki abb saaf nahi hai.......... Tum log kio lekar aaye ise....... Mere bete ki biwi ik dum pavitr honi chahiye.....hamare ghar ki ijjat ka kya.............pata nahi uss ladke ne kya kiya hoga iss ke saath..........."

Shiva looked at Raavi and Raavi was just looking down with tears and shiva says in anger,

"Maa........ Kya bol rahi hai tu"

Raavi flinches listening shiva's tone and rishita signs shiva to take raavi and meanwhile she controlled suman and let Shivi have there time.

Shiva takes her inside the room with anger for his mother and care and love for his wife. He wanted to retort suman but at this point of time handling raavi is more important. He places her on bed and Raavi  looks at shiva and averts her gaze and Shiva tries to hug her but she stops him and says without meeting her eyes,

"Shiva main bhut gandi ho chuki hoon...... Please abhi mere paas mat aa.........tu bhi ganda ho jayega.... "

Shiva looks at her and says,

"Kya soch rahi hai Raavi...... Meri taraf dekh pehle.... "

Raavi was not able to meet his eyes as she was feeling so dirty and was feeling unworthy for shiva. And tears made there way out of her eyes and says still head lowered down,

"Shiva....... Mujhe.... Bhut ganda feel ho raha hai......... Kaki sahi keh rahi hai......... Tu mujhe lekar kyun aaya.........main tere layak nahi rahi..........."

She stands up and tries to move and Shiva immediately hugs her from back and she wriggles and says, 

"Mujhe chod tu bhi ganda ho jayega..... Please.........paas mat aa........please.......mujhse badbu aa rahi hai please........"

Shiva lets her calm down and after sometime she calms down and her sobs become audible. Shiva holds her tightly and says calmly, 

"Raavi shant ho ja.,........ Bacha kuch bhi nahi huya hai.........tu mere saath hai......dekh toh sahi......."

Raavi lifts her eyes and she is in front of mirror and look at her reflection and marks were visible on her shoulder of rudra's finger. All the scene flashed before her eyes and she again goes numb and goes out his hold and maintained a distance again and says with lost expression, 

"Mujhe change krna hai main jaati hoon.. . .. . .. . . "

Shiva was worried for her as she came out of his hold maintaining distance from him cause of his mother and that bloody rudra she was feeling  dirty.But he decided to give her time and let her go and change(here they have attached washroom).