Mounamey Aval Mozhi

Essence Of Being In Love

"Arjun.. Again on leave" Harish said to nobody in particular but it reached his target's ears

Satya slammed the files and sat down with a thud burying his head into his palms. His ego and pain were too sharp to condemn his heart from attending their wedding. When somebody offends you.. You have your whole self to be defended. But Satya - He was fighting with himself. He is hurting himself and he couldn't help from getting hurt too. All he could do is pull his hair and yell aloud to get off his frustration which didn't work too

Deepti who passed by Satya's cabin stopped on her tracks once she remembered that he didn't attend Arjun and Sara's wedding. The night before wedding any bride would be nervous as hell than feeling happy. But the gloom in Sara's face due to Satya's absence stirred up Arjun's emotions and he requested Deepti to take care of Sara until he could collect himself to spend some valuable time with her

The way her little girl gave her unconvinced humms when she tried to divert her from her thoughts were still lingering in Deepti's mind

"Satya" Deepti called on once making Satya look up. Before he could respond "Cafeteria ku vandhu seru"

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"Edhuku kooptinga?" Satya asked while Deepti remained silent stirring her coffee
"Deepti Akka.. Ipdi silent ah irundha epdi.. Neenga kooptinga nu naa cases read panradha paadilaye vitutu inga vandhu ukkandhuruken"

"Unna replace panna indha Hospital la ethanayo doctors irukanga Satya" she said looking at the menu and sipped her coffee at the end
"Aanaa relationships and love la there is no replacement.. Manushanguluku importance kudu..Velaiku aprom ah kuduthukalam"

Satya stared at her for a brief moment
"Apo life la first oru ponna love panitu adhukapro vera ponna kalyanam pannikradhella replacement illaya ka"
Deepti knew he was trying to get his answers from her indirectly "Don't you love your parents Satya.." Deepti asked and Satya nodded immediately

"Nee unga Amma Appa love panrengradhukaga does it mean you don't love Priya or Dhruv" Deepti asked while Satya was clean bowled

Why is always 'Loving Someone' taken as a wrong term? Is it always needed to label your bond to Love somebody? Falling in Love with somebody feels different. And that's true.. But have we ever tasted the essence of Falling in Love believing in the Magic which transpires convincing our mind in all possible ways to embrace the other person with his or her own flaws

"Nee sollu.. You have been in relationships right.. Nothing has worked well.. Every relationship ended up in break ups.. Right" Deepti asked while Satya nodded subconsciously

"But what made you stay with Priya till date?"
He has never asked it to himself
"You chose to break up and move on from every relationship you have been.. It was always a mutual break up.. Now tell me.. Why did you not move from Priya? Why haven't you ever felt it won't work with her anytime? "

Un kaigal korthu
Unnodu poga
En nenjam dhan engudhey
Dhinam uyir vaangudhey
Un tholil saayndhu
Kan moodi vaazha
En ullam alaipaayudhey
Ayyo thadumaarudhey

Why? He asked himself
Priya also had her own list of complaints against Satya which ofcourse irritated him. Especially when it was about Sara. She had even asked him once if it was better to end their relationship with a divorce but what he did that night is something he ever knew he would. He could have let her go just like the other girls. But what he chose was a Life with her which led to 'Dhruv' ( Reference from Dhruv Chapter)

Un kannam meley
Mazhai neerai poley
Mutha kolam poda
Aasai alladudhey

"What made her different from the others who you were in relationship with?" Deepti asked while Satya's palms turned cold

Nee pesum pechu naal dhorum ketu
En jenmam theera ekkam thalladudhey

There was no reason he could pin point to tell why he chose to stay beside her. But it defaultly felt right though
"Nee sollu.. Cheryl (One of Satya's ex) oda replacement dha Priya va"
"Illa" was his immediate answer. He didn't know what made him answer so but it felt right

Oh penne penne
En kanne kanne
Unmai sonnal enna
Unnai kandal enna
Oh penne penne
En kanne kanne
Unmai sonnal enna
Unnai kandal enna

"Ipo solu.. Sara oda Life la unna yaaralayu replace panna mudiyum nu unaku thonudha?" Deepti asked alerting his senses filling it up with guilt. When he could say Priya is not a replacement for Cheryl how could he find himself being replaced or thrown away by Sara

Never wanna see us fighting
Forget the thunder and lightning
I hold you till we see the morning light
Never leave your side

Sara looked lost. She felt a hand stretch out towards her grasping her attention. She turned to find Arjun stretching out his hand to feed her the masal dosa he tore few seconds back

Never wanna see us fighting
Forget the thunder and lightning
I hold you till we see the morning light
Never leave your side

He eyed the dosa while she involuntarily parted her lips and he fed her

Ezhu kadal thaandi unakaga vandheney
Indha nadhi vandhu kadal serudhaey

He wiped the corner of her lips and left creating a havoc in her. He stopped in his tracks and turned towards her as if he read what she was feeling. He kneeled down before her. Cupping her cheeks he placed his lips over her forehead

Vennilavai vetti modhirangal seiveney
Adhu unai sera oli veesudhaey

He moved his head back once and hit his forehead softly with hers as her eyes welled up

Andha vinmeengal dhan
Undha kan meedhilaey
Vandhu kudiyeravey
Konjam edam kekudhey

"Ma.. En ma azhara" he asked wiping off her tears with his thumb while she rested her palms on his nape and pulled him towards her

Indru un kayiley
Naan nool bommaye
Oonjal pol maarudhey
Adi un penmaye

"I Love You" he whispered making her heart flutter
"I Love You" he repeated and she smiled
"I Love You" her smile widened
"I Love You" her lips parted into a small chuckle
"I Love You" her chuckle widened
"I Love You" her chuckle turned into a small laughter

Oh penne penne
En kanne kanne
Unmai sonnal enna
Unnai kandal enna
Oh penne penne
En kanne kanne
Unmai sonnal enna
Unnai kandal enna

"Nee sirichitey irundha naa sollite irupen.. I Love You D Pondatti" he whispered as their lips brushed. She intertwined her fingers with his and placed it over her bossom as she laid on his shoulder and closed her wet eyelids softly

Un kaigal korthu unnodu poga
En nenjam dhan engudhey
Dhinam uyir vaangudhey
Un tholil saayndhu kan moodi vaazha
En ullam alaipayuthey ayyo thadumarudhey

The surrounding turned hot making his cells burn in passion. Biting his lip for once to control himself Arjun calmed down as he turned his head slightly towards her and let his lips suck her cheek

Un kannam mele
Mazhai neerai poley
Mutha kolam poda aasai Alladudhey

Nee pesum pechu
Naal dhorum ketu
Endhan jenmam theera yekkam thalladudhey

TBC