It's the next day and I find myself waking up in bed, alone.... wait? Alone...first I must relieve myself and somehow, I manage to do so and sit on the edge of the bed and notice a note? No, a letter.... i smile as I recognize the handwriting and begin to read:
Dearest Nikki, my beloved Star-Queen,
I apologize for you waking up alone if I made you panic at all. But you need to only call my name and I will come running...always. In any case today is all about you, just warning you...gonna spoil the hell out of you today. And that is why currently I am downstairs fixing you your favorite breakfast, and I'll eat with you of course and especially since I know how much you love that. Nikki, I just want to tell you...to say how very much I love you, how much I love the three babies inside you, you are all my world. My life has changed so much since meeting you; it's changed for the better. I have so much planned for you today, for us. See you shortly.
Love,
Paul aka Your Star-Bear
I find myself in tears, not sad ones...but still the tears...because God was his letter Fucking beautiful!! I manage to lay back against the pillows and minutes later, my heart leaps when our bedroom door opens, and Paul catches sight of me:
"Are you ok baby?" Concern lacing his voice and features as he sets down the tray of food at our table and comes to sit on the bed with me.
"I'm ok, more than ok. Just crying because your note was SO fucking beautiful! All three of our babies are awake, as I feel them moving and they start kicking me, making me smile. "Our daughters are awake Paul, and I think they are happy or eager for breakfast one!"
Paul snickers at the last line, "Probably breakfast." He teases, "But really they already it seems are very happy babies. C'mon let's eat, huh?"
"Ok.... but not before I get my kisses. Let's get this day started off right!" I barely got out that sentence before Paul attacks my lips, leaving me a mess...a puddle...dazed. With a heavy blush, we part for air, and he helps me sit at the table, getting me comfortable and so we start to eat. Paul made my favorite, French toast with chocolate chips! It's SO fucking good! "Thank you so much for fixing these Star-Bear! I love em and so do the girls!" Sure, enough my daughters are kicking me repeatedly but in delight it seems.
"They are kicking a lot, aren't they?" Paul chuckles, but his eyes are soft. "I KNOW they love more than just the food ya know?" Paul is starting to get a little emotional which gets ME started of course. "They love us, they love you.... I mean Nikki, here you are with ME...loving me, carrying our children. It's what I've always wanted, needed...but never thought I'd have." I pause in eating and lay my fork down to take his hand.
"I know EXACTLY how you feel. We are both so in tune with each other and I love that you know? I love when you get excited when you smile...EVERYTHING. And God, honest to god...I fucking love your Queens accent." I pause as I blush, "It turns me on." I whisper.
"It does huh? Mmm, I love that...." Paul muses and somehow, we manage both to finish eating. "How do you feel about a bath, a good relaxing one? And a full body massage? I did promise to spoil you after all."
"Paul, I truly appreciate you taking such good care of me! And it sounds perfect...fucking perfect. As for the bath? Could you join me?" I can't help but blush.
"Of course, I'll join you Star-Queen." Paul helps me up and leads me into our bathroom, helping me take my clothes off and getting the tub ready. We swap kisses and my belly gets love also from Paul...our daughters are happy today! Soon it's ready and Paul joins me, me leaning back against him, our hands joined together over my stomach.... i am in heaven!! All too soon it feels we get out of the bath and while still naked Paul, give me a full body massage, which both turns me on and makes me cry at how loving his touches are. So, Paul and I make love....and afterwards i start feeling sleepy....
I wake up again today it seems, with a start...and there is another note along with some roses it seems, purple roses...i sniff the roses in appreciation and read the letter before glancing outside to see it is getting to be evening time.
Dearest Star-Queen, my Beloved Nikki Sixx:
I've got a surprise for you!! Well, I hope you love it, I've made or am making your favorite dinner...your favorite Chicken Salad and the Panzanella and dessert. The spoiling isn't over yet...Far from over. Anyway, I'll be up soon.
All my Love,
Paul
Turns out I don't wait exceptionally long before Paul appears, looking at me the way only he can...like he's seeing me for the first time, like no one else exist....but ME.
"I decided we can dress casual, everything is set up and ready, what do you feel like wearing?" Paul helps me out of bed and kisses me, gently rubbing my swollen stomach.
"Um...my favorite t-shirt and sweats I think." I decide and so it goes and soon I am dressed, Paul kisses me once more and leads me downstairs and then turns to me and pulls out a blindfold?
"I promise I won't let you fall; I just hope you love what I have planned." If I didn't know better, he sounds nervous.
"I know I will love it, Paul." I smile at him, and I feel him tie the blind fold around my eyes and lead me...outside? I feel the breeze on my skin, and at last we stop, and Paul carefully helps me sit down and it feels like I am lying on clouds and finally the blind fold is taken off and my jaw drops...we are in the backyard rose garden, the stars are out..., lights are strung up and a picnic is spread in front of me. Paul joins me, taking my hands in his...I get misty eyed. "Y-You did all this for me?! T-Thank you...it's magical!"
"I'm glad you love it Star-Queen, now let's eat. I love you, Nikki." Paul caresses my hands.
"I love you too." I whisper, the girls are all squirming around but gently making me melt as we eat. Paul is an insanely good cook, it's like eating art. We eat what he so lovingly prepared and dessert included, and Paul once more takes my hands in his.
"Nikki, since you've been in my life....my own has gotten so much better. I knew that you were special the first time we met, those beautiful green eyes of your shinning like emeralds, your hair...your jaw and I saw...I saw someone who like me who had also been used and abused...though yours was far worse than I could ever have imagined. I didn't judge you, I still don't. just like you did the same thing for me. You tamed my demons, silenced them...we started out as friends and you became my best friend, still are my best friend, my lover...my partner, a person who has shown me true love. And I am so fucking proud of you Nikki! You conquered your own demons, I mean.... i am so beyond proud to say your mine, and that I am yours. You're the mother of my children, you are my star-queen and Nikki Sixx...will you do me the honor, the absolute honor and privilege of marrying me?"
I bring a hand to my mouth in shock, tears streaming down my face as Paul holds out a beautiful diamond ring, black and silver and laced with emerald's. He is growing nervous waiting for a response...I manage to find my voice.
"Paul...Paul Stanley, NOTHING would make me happier or prouder than to be yours in ALL ways. Hell, yes Star-Bear, I'll marry you!" I cry and laugh both as Paul places the ring on my finger and kisses me until my lips are swollen.
"My beloved Star-Queen.... i can't wait to marry you." Paul rests his forehead against mine.
"And I can't wait to marry you!" I whisper, as we hold one another for a while...as my now fiancé and I hold each other, basking in our love under the cover of stars.
A/N: A romantic day of pampering and a romantic proposal and Nikki said yes!! Next chapter just may see their wedding take place!! Stay tuned!!
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Sixx Ways to Love: A Paul Stanley/Nikki Sixx story
RomanceSummary: 1983 is a huge year for Kiss, after all it's the year they take off the make-up and for the first time the public sees the faces behind the mask or do they really? In the case of Paul Stanley, that's a huge 'no', the man that should be the...
