Whatever it takes

Dont leave me .

Not proofread!!!
I needed to put something out though!

Y/N POV:
I wake up with hair all over my face. I feel a body on top of me. I think remember last nights events, and I instantly feel bad.

Why did I fuck her so hard. She literally used the safe word. I'm such a bad girlfriend . Fuck.

"Baby" I faintly hear sounding like it's in a distance
I'm so zoned out until I feel soft tender lips on mine

I kiss back , but I keep it short. I pull away faster than usual. I think she notices because she looks sad, but it quickly goes away

"Baby" she says going in for another kiss. I turn my cheek , and answer "yes love"

I don't get a response so I look at her, and I just see her staring. "Y/n what the hell is wrong with you?!"

She ask kind of irritated
I don't know how to answer so I just get up, and go to the bathroom so I can take a shower, and stuff

She doesn't follow me.

I come back out after a while, and hear her on the phone

Billie:mom she's being so mean I don't know why

Maggie: honey did you at least try to talk to her

Billie: Well yeah, but she's being difficult

Maggie: Do you want me to talk to her?

Billie: yes please.. hold on I'll call her

"Babyyy!" Billie yes for me. I come into the room and answer her "yes" she hands me the phone, and says
"Momma wants to talk to you. If you can't tell me what's wrong with you at least tell her"

I just nod, and take the phone while she leaves

Y/n: hello?
Maggie: hey honey how are you?
Y/n: umm I'm okay
Maggie: come on honey what's wrong? You know you can talk to me
Y/n m: yeah I know it's just..this conversation I feel so..I don't know it feels not appropriate to talk about with you
Maggie: I'll tell you this. How about you come over we can have some mother, and daughter time then talk yeah?
Y/n: sure that doesn't sound too bad
Maggie: alright dear see you later. Love you!
Y/n: I love you too momma
*beep* *beep* *beep*

I walk back into the living room to look for Billie
She's sitting on the couch watching baby videos on her phone "baby fever huh" I speak up saying

She looks over her shoulder, and laughs
"Maybe.." I sit down next to her, and lift her chin up with my finger then say "I'm sorry for being mean"

She smiles, and leans into my hand as I open it to cup her cheek. "I promise I'll tell you when I get back home later" she then asks me "where are you going baby"

"Im just having a "mother and daughter day" with momma Maggie" I say with a laugh . She hums in content then leans up to peck my lips

I kiss back, but pull away before she can deepen it because I'm still shook from last night.

She looks me in my eyes while her blue orbs start to water . I then cup her face with both of my hands , and ask "hey hey hey no what's wrong baby?"

She lets a few tears fall, but I instantly wipe them away with my thumbs. She just bites her lip trying not to cry. I pull her into my embrace, and stroke her gorgeous blonde hair. She finally calms down then pulls away

The sight just breaks my heart seeing her all broken down like this because of most likely me.
"What's wrong my love? You look so stunning even with snot, and tears on your face" I say earning a chuckle from her

I wipe her tears again. "come on baby tell me what's going on in that gorgeous mind of yours" I say pushing her hair out of her face

She looks down "please don't be leaving me"
She says barely above a whisper
I..she thinks I'm leaving her??
"What" I mutter

"You're tired of me. Right. That's what this is all about. You don't want me anymore all you needed was some sex from me, and now you're tired of me"
She says all before choking out another sob

I quickly grab her, and rock her back in forth to sooth her. I whisper sweet things into her ear

"Baby I promise I'm not leaving you. I promise"
I say
"Look at me" I say, but she ignores it

I grab her face in my hands, and look in her eyes saying
"You. Are . The. Love. Of . My . Love there's not a day in hell where I would leave you. Baby you mean the world to me. I'm going to marry you one day, and we're going to have a bunch of Minnie us's running around driving us crazy. And maybe a dog"

She doesn't say anything before crashing her lips onto me. I kiss back while she moves to straddle me
I grab her waist making her moan into my mouth

I pull away "baby as much as I'd like to continue this I can't leave Maggie hanging" she puts her forehead against mine and says "I love you" with once last peck she gets up , and so do I to go get ready