Y/N POV
So for those of you who don't know Claudia is my best friend.She's been my best friend for as long as I can remember We use to mess around , but that was until she got a boyfriend .She won't tell me who he is so I guess I'll have to wait
I walk up to her door step, and knock on the door
She opens it , and immediately pulls me into a tight hug
I put my head in her neck trying not to break down
I just can't help it though, and my body starts to jerk a little while I choke on sobsShe rubs my back with one hand, and puts the other on the back of my neck
"Aww baby..come on let's go in"
I wipe my face trying calm down while stepping inside
After she closes, and locks the door she says
"Come on" and takes my handsI watch her walk in front of me slightly swaying her hips .
Damn . Girl got ass
"I can feel you staring" she says with a laugh
I laugh a little, and say
"You wish"She just shakes her head
We reach her bed room, and I go to sit on the best"Uhuh get ya dirty ass up off my bed with ya outside clothes on" she says
I get up with a huff before she tosses me some clothes, towel, and wash rag
After I get done in the bathroom I come out in boxers, and a sports bra..I always kept some clothes over her house
As I enter her room I hear a whistle earning a chuckle from me
"Dude shut up you're so gay"
She gasp super loud , and dramatic
"Says the one who was all up in my pussy"I ignore her while climbing into her bed
"Wanna smoke?" She ask meI sit up hella fast
"Hell yeah"She laughs while reaching over to get her shit out her nightstand
"Let me roll it" I say while looking at her
She looks at me with suspicion, but gives it to meAs I'm grinding the weed we start talking about the whole Billie situation
"Okay well maybe she just needs time to process. I mean she is pregnant so her hormones are probably all over the place"
she explains as I start licking the woodI look up, and see her eyes on what I'm doing with my mouth
I tilt my head, and furrow my eyebrows before saying
"You have a boyfriend Missy,and I'm having girlfriend problems"She blushes, but tried to hide it by looking down
"Shut up I was just watching so I could get better, and learn from you potthead"I laugh
"Yeah whatever..can you get us some snacks while I finish rolling this? We can watch a movie, and cuddle"She gets up, and says
"Sure doofus"
Then flicks my forehead head before leavingI yell "fuck you dork!! I'm not letting you hit your own blunt" all I hear is her laugh in the distance
I missed this...my best friend.. I wouldn't say with benefits even though we used to fucked occasionally
Because even before the sex we we're always so close, and coupley
I guess you could say she's my que, but without the toxic shit.
She feels like home you know ?I want to say platonic, but I sometimes want to kiss her..that's not very platonic shit idfk
Im knocked out of my thoughts when I hear the rustling of snack bags
"You okay?" She ask
I just look at her, and nod my head with a slight smile
She smiles back while sitting down next to me
"Are you seriously not gonna let me hit my own blunt?" She askI laugh
"nah I'm kidding. You know I always let you get the first hit baby" I say in a very platonic way
I love Claudia. She's like a fresh breath
You know...she kinda looks like BillieI think to myself she turns to me with a hmm
"This is nice..I really missed you" she says before kissing my cheek
AGAIN. VERY PLATONIC
"What movie do you want to watch" I ask while picking up her Xbox controller
She turns to me lighting the blunt while effortlessly
While effortlessly looking beautiful as ever"How about we just watch SpongeBob" she says with a slight laugh
I burst out laughing as well
"Stopp it's not funny. I like watching SpongeBob"
She says in an adorable poutI just smile, and shake my head.
"Lose that pout you big baby. You're adorable that's all" I say before kissing her checkShe puts her face down trying to hide her blush
I just pull a blanket over us before she passes me the blunt
I bring it to my lips , and inhale before ghosting it
"Fuck you look so sexy right now"
She says in a breathy laughI just smile , and give the blunt back after I take a few drags
Soon enough we've smoked two blunts, and are on I don't even know what episode of SpongeBob. All I know is that I've seen it before
I get cold so I scoot closer to Claudia
She looks up at me "ready for cuddles already?"
She says in a taunting voice"Shut up I'm cold" I tell her as I put my arm around her waist, and my head on her chest
She starts playing with my hair. Soon enough I'm sleep
BILLIES POV:
I feel so stupid . I love y/n I really do
It's just...I think I still love BrandonI don't want to marry her knowing I possibly love someone else, and would want to marry another person.
Okay so I know Q, and I left off on a bad food .
I started talking to him when he was in jail just making sure he was okayThere was no feelings involved there I promise. I swear
But I got caught in his trap after time. I think he changed I hope he did. I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt.
I decided I'm going to break things off with y/n
I hope she wants to keep the baby. She's still the best parent a kid could ask for
I'm FaceTiming her right now
I'm so nervous. The phone says connecting"Y/n-" I start , but stop when another female answers the phone .
It's...it's my brother's girlfriend wtf
"Claudia??"
I say In shock"Billie? You're y/n's Billie??" She says in just as much shock as I'm in
My heart hurts. She's not cheating right
"What are you doing with y/n"
I askShe answers back saying
"She's my best friend"I hear y/n in her tired voice saying
"Baby be quiet I'm tired. Who are you on the phone with""Baby? When she wakes up just tell her I'm done. I decided to stay with Brandon. I hope y'all are fucking happy"
Then I hang up, and began to sob. I know who I need right now ....
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Whatever it takes
Fanfiction18 year old y/n Donavan was best friends with Billie Eilish. What y/n didn't know was that her best friend was in love with her, and she was in love with her too. What will it take to bring them together. Death? Fate? Love?