𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 | 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧

𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧

“𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧. 𝟐𝟔.𝟏𝟏.

dear diary, i had my first kiss. the "right moment" came sooner than i expected. as kevin and i were drowning in schoolwork i took a short peak at him, which turned into an everlasting stare. just seeing him - gorgeous as always, deep in thought - was enough for me to know that this was it. i blurted those three words out of nowhere.

he was taken aback by my sudden confession, as he looked up at me from the math problem he was solving at the time. i was nervous. a thousand thoughts running through my head. what if it was too early? what if it was too sudden? what if i made him uncomfortable? my brain was shut off when i saw him smile, when i heard him saying he loves me too.

waisting no time, i hurriedly cupped his precious face with my hands and gently put my lips on his. it was slow, calming, full of undescribable feelings. everything was forgotten and nothing needed my attention, as i had my whole world in my hands.”