Lost in thought 卐〔Fem Mikey〕

Field of White Roses

I woke up seeing the clear blue sky with clouds dancing in mid air, its so peaceful I though.

I close my eyes while I sigh softly, once again I open my eye while quitely forcing enough strength on my arm while pushing my body to sit straight up.

It's so beautiful, a field of never ending white roses had my eyes wided. It's not that I'm surprise, it's just so beautiful.

Is this heaven looks like? If it is, I want to stay here.

Your thinking why did I woke up here. Well I don't know either, I just remember that I was hit in my head and before I knew I was here.

I stand up and pick up a rose. I held it close to my face while I close my eye, and smelled it. It's such a peace, It smells very nice.

I open my eye when I saw a man standing in front of me.

He's smiling.

I didn't move, I didn't have to I just smiled back to him while removing my hand from my face through in front of my stomach while still holding the rose with my two hands.

" It's nice to meet you Manjiro "

he speaks so calm.

" It's nice to meet you to... Urm..? "

He laughe softly " My name is Hoshi, The god of Life. I see you just died.. I'm very sorry for your early death"

I just look at him and humm. Looking at the field again while staying quite. I just smile softly not looking at him.

" It's fine... I guess me being not in earth is the best thing I can do for them.. " I close my eye once again and feeling the wind go through my whole body.

" May I ask why you being not in earth is such a good thing? I mean your still young, you have many things to explore, learn and more"

" It's just.. It's just to hard for me.. Many deaths are happening because of me. Many of my friends is hurt because of me. Because of me Shinichiro died, because of me Baji died, because of me Pa-chin got arrested, because of me Kazutora is arrested, because of me my sister almost died from that darn.... "

I felt something wet had trailed down onto my cheeks. I open my eye and touch my face.

I was crying.

I felt my face being touch by a soft hand, looking straight for who was the one touching my face. It's Hoshi.

" I'm sorry that you have to go through all of that. You must been very broken through all of those years that have past"

Many tears have been falling continually while I close my eye and cup my face. I just felt a two hands embrace me with a tight hug. I just accept the hug and lean on him while I cry.

Minutes later I had stop crying, me and Hoshi are just staring at the field.

" W-why. Why are you here? And where am I? "
I ask him curiously while tilting my head a little.

" Your in my garden, I see that you have just pick a flower of mine"

"I-Im sorry!! I didn't know that it's your garden!! I-"
Screaming my head out He just laugh at me.

"Huh..? Your not angry..? "

"Hahahaha why would I be? I mean these flowers are too beautiful to even pick one so you can see the beauty and smell in front of your eyes" he said between his laugh while picking a flower and looking at it.

I just look at him and smile next time I knew he was placing the rose on top of my ears.

" It looks very beautiful on you. It suits you very well"

I blush from embarrassment. Cupping my face again and trying to hid my face from him. He just giggle softly.

" I was here because because I will giving you a second chance to live again "

I peeked at him while my hand is still covering half of my face.

" a second chance..? "

"Mhhmm. A second chance to live a life again"

I stayed quite for a while.

"What kind of second life is this life has to be? "

" Everyone is alive in this world "

My eyes wided.

" So that mean.. Shinichiro is.. "

"Yep, your brother is alive in this world but the thing is.. "

"Is what? "

" Your friends hate you"

"What..? Why? "

" It's because of this girl, that had her tongue twisted rumors about you. Surprisingly your friends had turn their backs on you except one"

I raised a brow when I heard that only one of my friends is the only one who didn't hate me.

" H-how? "

He smiles "You will know that later"

Later? What did he ment by later?

While thinking what does he ment a portal had appeared in front of us, it's to bright that I just shut my eyes. When I felt that the light had no longer there I open my eyes with hesitation.

A boy who were about 170 cm, black hair, black eyes and really charming indeed was in front of us. I'm guessing he came from that portal.

" Just in time. Mikey I introduce you to Hiro Daidouji. Hiro I introduce you to Manjiro Sano. I hope you two will get along quickly Because Hiro will be the lookout for you or a friend to you so you aren't gonna be lonely. "

"Nice to meet you Sano Chan! I hope we'll get along!"
He had his hand in front of me. It's like he's offering me a hand shake.
I offer my hand also and shake it.

"It's nice to meet you to Hiro San"
I smiled at him while closing my eyes

"Alright you two, split it up because we don't have much time left. "

We turn around looking at Hoshi.

" Alright Mikey, in this Universe all of your friends and family is alive but the thing is that your friends hated you, well it's not a problem for you just ignore them alright? When the time you have teleported there you will had a headache and for you to change up the mood you will have to pretend to got an amnesia. Non of them have to know that your in the body of another Mikey on that universe. Thinking why do you have to, just except the role. You've got hit in the head too but a little lighter. Hiro here will get the other information for you so you don't have to worry. "

He said explaining fast as my head started to ache. I just put my hand to my head to massage it just a little.

Then about a minute a portal had appeared to our right sode. I turn to Hiro smiling at me.

"You two should go now before that portal had close"
Said Hoshi

"Alright! Take my hand Sano Chan! "
Hiro said as he patiently wait for me to give my hand to him.
I quickly hand my hand as we started to walk close to the portal.

"Take care of Mikey, Hiro"

"I'll do my best. "

And with that we walk inside the portal.