Okay so I drank my brother's drink halfway and after a few hours he brang ice cream I ate 3 sis ate 2 and Ethan got one then he told mom and they said for me to stop being a fat ass as a joke y'know? But I can't help but feel so guilty and horrible and sad because I'm legit crying rn like I've already had an emotional breakdown earlier I didn't want this I just can't stay happy or not care of being called a fat ass y'know?
