─── 𝑭𝑳𝑶𝑾𝑬𝑹 field •°. *࿐
by manatreedd
it had been maybe a few days after i saw the text message from sarah, and honestly it had been on my mind everyday, but we had just made up recently and I really didn't want another fight, if I could avoid a fight I would.
I sighed stress overtaking my mind on the situation right now, I didn't know what to do, I knew i would bring it up eventually whether I liked it or not.
a tear slipped from the corner of my eye, until they're continuous and none stop Ollie came in the room and asked what was wrong.
"what's wrong are you ok?" he had asked me. I looked down taking a deep breathe and asked "who's sarah?" my voice quavering dreading to know who she was
ollie's face immediately showed guilt and deep regret, making him gulp in nervousness "why didn't you tell me?" I questioned him, as my heart broke more and more every second
"i- I was gonna tell you and break things off with her but-" he paused finding the right words to say
"but what" I slightly raised my voice. Anger, frustration, sadness and patience all clashing together.
"BUT WHAT OLLIE" I finally shouted "please stop shouting" he requested quietly
"I HAVE EVERY FUCKING RIGHT TO SHOUT RIGHT NOW" I yelled as more years streamed down my face "I have been second in everything, and I am so tired of it so why" I finally quieted down a little
"maybe there's a reason you're always second" he raised his voice "YOU KNOW AND MAYBE I DIDNT EVEN LOVE YOU" he finally shouted letting all emotion out.
I froze at his last sentence, it broke me into a thousand pieces, the boy I thought I had loved and thought I could trust and be with til the end of times had broke me, maybe it was me that was the problem
"i- I didn't mean it like that" Ollie stuttered trying to comfort me "I thought you loved me, I thought I was important to you, I thought we were meant to be, but clearly this was all just some sort of game to you" I sobbed
I got a bag and stuffed whatever clothes I could find and stormed out of the apartment, while Ollie tried calling after me
I went to my car putting google maps on and messaging clay if I could go stay over at his for a while, he responded with sure since sapnap wasn there too anyways, so I started my way over to his
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a/n: intense chapter 😵
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𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃; manatreed
Fanfiction❛❛ maybe i didnt even love you ❜❜ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ollie and alex are finally together only to be ripped apart from each other again, unsure whether they'll brought back together by destiny or not ❛❛ but clearly this was all just some sort of game...
