Bryan's p.o.v
Alex was finally over her lady thing a week ago but she's been acting different she would lock her self in her room which was now finished and would stay in there for a few hours and would put her music at almost full volume I asked here friends if they knew what was going on they said they haven't talked to her and every time they try she always she can't talk , me and Johnnie are starting to get worried I hope everything is okay. Today I'm going to interview a band I'm taking Johnnie I would have asked Alex if she wants to come but she might need some time to her self "hey Alex were going to interview a band is it okay if you stay here? "
"Su-sure it's okay I'll stay here " she stutters "okay we'll be back in a few hours okay " "okay bye"
after we left.
Alex's p.o.v
After they left I started thinking
Just end it they won't care just do it was all that ran through my head my phone vibrated I checked. Hey Alex I was wondering if you'd like to hang out -Seth
Sorry I can't maybe tomorrow -Alexandra
Okay -Seth
After a while I started crying maybe I should I started thinking I looked through my CD's until I found a cd that Seth made me it only has Pierce the veil and a few from bring me the horizon and sleeping with sirens after I looked for pills and razors after I found a few razors in my room but they were old I decided to look in Johnnie's room I found one but he doesn't self harm though he just has them for some reason after I looked for pills I found a few bottles so I got at lest 3 from each bottle and went to my room I started playing the cd the first song was Bulls in the Bronx I wrote them a letter after I checked the time it's been 20 minutes since they left I put the letters on the table I went inside my room and put the volume up I took the razor and made a few cuts not to deep I wanted to wait I checked again it's been 1 hour I took 1 pill and I kept thinking I stopped cutting for a while until Bryan sent me a message
Hey we're on our way home - Bryan
Okay how long until you guys get here - Alex
Like 20 minutes - Bryan
Okay -Alex
I took 3 pills I waited I took 3 more then I took the razor and made a small cut I cried a little more until I wiped away the tears I checked 6 minutes until they get her I decided to take all the pills and got the razor and cut as deep as I could as my eyes went shut the last thing I heard was Vic's voice in the song million dollar house (the painter) and the front door open
Johnnie's p o.v
As I open the door the beginning of disasterology by ptv came on I saw a few letters to Johnnie
And Another to Bryan
I love you I read out loud after reading the letter I looked at Bryan with wide eyes I ran to Alex's room while Bryan stayed in the living room while I went to her room I looked until I saw a letter it said I love you guys so much never forget that I looked around her room until I saw her on the side of her bed I couldn't believe what I was seeing "Bryan call an ambulance now "I screamed Bryan came running "why oh shit " he called an ambulance as I looked at as Alex who was now on my arms as I rocked back and fourth "how long until they come " "they said in a few minutes " he said crying we were both crying as Bryan got her out of my arms and took his shirt and put it around her wrist I put the volume down as if I'm James Dean then your Audrey Hepburn by sws came on I sang it to her until the ambulance came God please let her stay with us I said in my head as they took her away me and Bryan were left crying ...
-hey I did 3 p.o.v right now I'm taking the state test and I know that my story is not interesting I decided to Wright this chapter because that's what I feel like doing right now so stay strong people
