Bela tristeza

Heart of stone

I put my heart and soul on your hands

I wanted to work things out

But you crushed them

The first sign of instability

And you shut me down

I was no perfect, I know

Our love was too young

Everything was confusing yet

And you didn't gimme the time

To figure things out in our love story

And I begged for your forgiveness

Tried to explain myself

Tried to fix things I might've done wrong

Willing to do better, opening my heart to you

But nothing was enough

I felt so small, I was hard on myself

Full of guilt and misunderstanding

But now I know your loving words

Was just a mislead fucking my mind

There was no real affection, but lust and vanity

And you still put the blame on me

To ease your lost of interest and coldness

Making things bigger than they were

Putting things out of context

Letting me go, showing your heart of stone

And I still don't totally get

The bitterness in your cold silence

Like I was so wrong in my acts

You can't even consider a come back

Putting me aside like I was nothing at all 

And here I am, still in love

Coping with the feeling of losing you

Knowing once the glamor's gone

I'll feel nothing more than despise 

And regret for letting you get in life

Priscila de Athaides - 12/03/2022