Tere Bina Jiya Jaye Na

Realisation and Remorse!!!

The story starts from the part where Samrat left CN...
After this day...Pakhi never saw a happy day in her married life..
From Sai and Virat's Marriage to their friendship and from Friendship to the love that bloomed between them...

Pakhi still did not regret her deeds....
Samrat was MIA and she was still doing the duty outside the room of a couple....always taunting a girl only 19...trying to show her in bad light in front of the family....
Half family was with her....other half had started hating her...
The person whom she considered her love...he considered her a jerk....

The daily insults from the same 19 year old girl did not affect her the way his insults did...

Today the same incident happened when she reached her room....
In so many days....
First time she felt so much helpless...and restless.....
She felt she was all alone in life....
There was no one to support her...stand by her side...
Like He did for his wife....

She locked the door and entered the bathroom....and turned the shower on.....

Tears were flowing and rolling down her cheeks....her guilt was eating her in every piece....

Her body was dripped in water
Her heart in guilt
Her mind in pain
Her soul in realisation

The shower was giving her water and the silence giving peace...
After a long period of time she came outside...
She stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself...

P- just Look at yourself...Pakhi...tu Wo pyari innocent ladki....jise paane ke liye college ka har ladka Marta tha...aaj wo kisiki ho na ho...uska koi nahi....kyun?
All because of your obsession..
Jab tune Samrat... Samrat se shadi ki to kyun Virat...just leave...
Tu to Pakhi thi.... Patralekha:the mature woman kab ban gayi!?
Kyun bani?
Kyun mili usse tu?
Kyun barbaad kardi ek saath itni lives?
Kyun? Kyun? Kyun?
Ek pal ke liye lagta hai teri Jaan le loon....dusre pal lagta hai...tere aai baba tujhe us haal me nahi dekh paayenge!
Kya? Agar aai baba tujhe dekh hi na paaye to?
Kya bolti hai?
Chal....nikal jaa is Jungle se....
Yahaan tere liye kuch nahi hai...
Life teri barbaad hui...Samrat ki hui...aur kisi ki nahi!
Chod de...sab yahi chod de...aur chal...wahaan jahaan tujhe Shanti mile...chain mile....sukoon mile!
Now it's the time to live your life....for u...all alone...na aai na baba...na koi aur! Bas tu! Tera passion tera dream...jo pura nahi ho saka...

She sat on the sofa with a thud...

She turned the radio on.....
And played the music...

tere binaa jiyaa jaaye naa -
bin tere tere bin saajanaa
saaNs men saaNs aaye naa
tere binaa ...jiya jaye na...

(She closed her eyes and unknowingly tears rolled down her cheeks again)

jab bhii Khayaalon mein tu aaye
mere badan se Khushbuu aaye
mahake badan mein rahaa na jaaye
rahaa jaaye naa
tere binaa ...Jiya jaaye na..

reshamii raatein roz na hongii
ye saugaatein roz na hongii
zindagii tujh bin raas na aaye
raas aaye naa
tere binaa ...jiya jaaye na..

(When the song stopped she found herself in tears....she realised the song she just heard was his favourite)....
(His words were echoing in her ears...)

Flashback.....

Sm- waise ye mera favourite song hai!
Jab mai duty join karunga...to aap ye sunke mujhe yaad kar sakti hain!!

(She laughed for a moment and then stopped.....she covered her ears and started crying)

(After some time she stopped crying and stood up)

P- Pakhi.....ab time aa gaya hai....
Now that u have realised what's wrong and what's right...
You have to remorse....

U have to make your life better...

She smiled with bright eyes and looked at the mirror again)

When she got a call...

P-- Neha!!!!

What will Pakhi do now?

Since everyone wanted this chapter...so it's here....I'll try to update next soon...till then...

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Byee...
Jai Shree Ram 🙏🙏