"Y si es hoy y no mañana"

"Soy jj estas ahí?"

hi i should be sleeping since i have school and don't feel good but my momma don't care okay chao

                              Monday
           Hola amor, it's jj if you forgot who i am. we play against america tomorrow i still have pictures of you in my locker. my favorite one is us celebrating our victory with the charro hats. you always told me it was your favorite because it was the only good picture my teammates took. they all miss you. i know you took some pictures of us with you because some of them are not in the album anymore. i move most of them to another album and put it in a safe spot. aunta and penny tell me that i should go visit your home town to see if your there. but if i do go it would hurt me ever more than it already does. seeing the guys from ur rancho knowing i was once playing fútbol with them while you were watching me with your cousin. it would hurt me knowing i was once walking with you to the tienda to get some snacks. seeing the park where we shared our first kiss. it would just be too much to handle and knowing i would go alone this time without you holding me hand telling me not to do things that i shouldn't. i promise that one day we will see each other. i know you won't want that maybe but am promising myself that. te amo mucho vale ya me tengo que ir. adiós ❤️