Chapter 2: My experience

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I never even heard of the word "Tulpa" until 2021. Pretty funny but I had to understand what Tulpa meant. So what did I do? I began to do my research. After discovering what it was, I realized that I have been doing Tulpamancy for quite some time now. Around 7, I had an imaginary friend that I felt was there by me. My bond with her was strong and she was there to make me feel like I wasn't alone. She was a unicorn base off of the TY Beanie Baby, Mystic so I named her after that. (She developed overtime between being a My Little Pony OC in 2015 to becoming who she is today). I am so proud that my Tulpa has grown. I noticed that my imagination on creating characters manifests into entities that I have a strong love and connection to.

Around 2017, I wanted to make a goddess figure that would be a loving and caring mother. (I had mommy issues growing up and I felt emotionally neglected and well, hate to ramble on about my life over it XP). Anyways, how I created her, she was just a drawing and later would be a story. I was inspired to draw her with three characters that inspired her; Mother Mary, Blue Diamond, and Ishizu Ishtar. To me, I visualized her with wisdom. She would protect me and help me along with others with advice. I believed her to be a goddess that I looked up to. Now wait- is she a godform?! Personally, I feel as though she is but I hate to touch that type of practice we talked about. But since I believed her to be, I guess she is? She is spiritual to me like one and is pretty powerful so yeah. But I had no idea that I created her as a godform during that time. Now that I know, I am staying far away from it.

Anyways, moving on. Around 2019, I actually wanted to know more about Tulpamancy. Around that time, I was told that the practice others were doing that was similar to Tulpamancy (It is quite different though it functions a bit the same as Tulpamancy), was called Soulbound. Soulbound is basically from what I learned is having a deep connection or a bond with a fictional character. They could relate with you on the same level. Their souls are from another universe or in a different plane of existence that holds onto the Host. The planes could either exist in a fictional place like in books, movies, video games, and television or can be created from the Host. It was all I knew when communicating with a few Soulbound characters. After all, from what I read, most authors had their experiences with their Soulbound characters.

Now that part is explained, I could finally say that I was misguided! HA- eh, yeah, I had no clue around then. But apparently, I could connect with Soulbounds and create Tulpas quite well. I have been mainly switching between both but now I have been more into Tulpamancy. My knowledge and imagination has been getting better and better since a few years ago. For Tulpas, a year ago.

In the beginning of 2022, I have discovered something amazing! I have the power to create Tulpas for others and send it to them through meditation. In order for that to work, they have to have that power to feel aura/energy. I also have the power to search for lost Tulpas that are buried or lost from their Host and reunite them. How is that possible? I will be happy to explain.

My friend from learning about Tulpamancy, wanted to have a companion that could help him work better and have success. I decided to create a Tulpa to do so. I concentrated and crafted the Tulpa before having that Tulpa be sent to him. He was happy to have her in his life (but he decided to create his own and she has helped him since).

Almost done? I think? My Tulpas and I have been creating a Wonderland together. From time to time, I switch or others would say, let my Tulpas possess me so I could take a mental break in my innerworld. I found it quite fun.

Lastly, I hate to forget that I had one Tulpa who helped me work on Astral Projecting. I was meditating one night and I kept feeling like there was no way that I would be able to do the Astral Project. However! As I thought of a door, things went bleak. I saw myself in my room and was trying to get my astral body out. My Tulpa, who is a seraph, pulled me out and guided me through my bedroom. He was there, watching as I walked one step at a time. I remember that I flew out the window but he saved me. I remember his words, "You're not ready yet. Take baby steps." He was telling me that Astral Projection is not easy for some first timers. I continued and saw my family watching TV downstairs. When I woke up, my brother told me he got done watching a movie with the family and sure enough, that's when I knew I had help from my Tulpa in the Astrals.

Pretty much concludes my experience with Tulpamancy. I may have more adventures along the way. I am sure most of you have stories and if not, your experience with your Tulpas will grow.

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