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JENNIE POV

I told mom that I'll be going to Jeju the next day because I have something to do and for me to look for Lisa there just in case and I need to be ready I was now packing my luggage

This whole 3 days I've been hell without Lisa by my side is making me sick I've been missing her damn much, still guilt the guilt inside me, I've been calling her for a few times but she's not answering somehow part of me is scared, I'm getting paranoid so many what-ifs is in my head making my fist turn into a ball

What if Lisa leaves me already??

Wh-what if she finds someone new?

"Wha-what if Lisa doesn't love me anymore??

"No, no, no i-i can't Lisa my poopoo I'm sorry" I sobbed again and shake my head

I'm sorry I pushed you away without you explaining it I'm deeply sorry please forgive me lisayah please I told myself that I'm not gonna let you go but I did I'm sorry I didn't fight for you my love I can't afford to lose you lisayah

I slumped on my bed and continued crying my heart out of how guilty I am

I looked at the phone screen I missed Lisa's smile, those genuine smiles of hers, the way she annoys me so much, the way she treats me like I'm her queen, and her ehee thingy i miss all of her

Tomorrow morning is my flight to Jeju I still need to sleep early I told ms park to go with me to Jeju since she's my secretary for now

Before I went to sleep I always think about Lisa the way I made her cry shes so vulnerable making wanna hug her tight
I don't want to see her cry but I'm the cause why she cried

"Please l-Lisa comeback"

"I love you, I'm sorry for what I did"

Until I fell asleep already due to crying so hard

Tomorrow

I heard my alarm clock dings making me groan as I still want to sleep more until I remembered I have an appointment with Mr. Winston so I hurriedly went to the bathroom and clean myself and get my phone to see what time it is

"I still have one hour to prepare" I uttered and quickly go downstairs and eat my food quietly since mom and dad are on a vacation to celebrate their anniversary

"Jendeuk!!" i got startled when someone just called my name making me look around and saw jisoo unnie approaching towards me

"Good morning jisoo unnie,"i said and take a bite of my breakfast

"So you're going to Jeju?"i nodded while munching the food

"how long youll be there?"she asked me amd i amswered as well

"Until this week ends unnie"

"And do you already know where lisa is?"i nodded sadly again and look down

"Hey hey dont be sad i know what you just did is bad but i know also too that youre just doing that for you not to be broken again but try people to explain fist before you regret something that you dont want in the end" unnie adviced me making me teary eyes and hugged her tight

"Thank you unnie~"

"Youre welcome just remember chu unnie will be here no matter what so now stop crying"i pulled out the hug and laughed sofly i noticed shes still carrying a box of chicken

"As far as i know chaeng banned you to eat chickens"i smirk when i said that making her eyes widen and hide the box of chicken behind her

"I-its nothing"she nervously laughed and scratched her nape

"Okay... if you say so ill just call chaeng"i fakely contact chaeng but im just doing my acting skills for her to believe me

"N-no!" making me looked at her and grinned

"J-just dont tell her please im begging you ive been craving my chickens since last 3 days" unnie fakely cried and hugged her chickens making me shook my head

"alright since you comforted me earlier ill let it pass" when she heard what i said she sigh in relief and hold her chest

"thanks jundeuk so who's youre company by the way?" she asked and take out the box of chicken and put it on the table


"well I'll bring miss park with me" she nodded and she eyed me intensely and cleared her throat


"who else?" it made me think maybe she wants to go with us but let me tease her for a bit


"uhm maybe momo and mina as well" her face just dropped and she put down the chicken and crossed her arms


"who else besides them?" i smirk secretly and i put the plates in the sink and went back to the couch before i speak again


"its only them i need" i heard her sigh deeply and walk towards me


"jundeuk, I will not allow you until you take me with you!" i was startled when she suddenly burst out making me laugh

"unnie.... fine you can go with us, you can take chaeng with you" she punch the air when i said that and make a happy dance infront of me making me shake my head and facepalmed, sometimes i think about im the older one here

"Okay jundeuk we better pack our things now YAHOO!!"she suddenly shout before leaving

Its already exact 12 noon and I didnt notice that i was hoping that lisa will enter my office and bought me lunch as she always do but None

I shake my head and read some files about the other companies "i really miss her so much~" as i started to sob and look down

I was also expecting her to call me, update her whereabouts but i remembered i lost what is important to me and now i really regret what i told lisa

"I wish i can turn back time that i can apologize to her, and also believing her"

I really fucked up

Ive made a biggest mistake in my whole life

Im determined to get my Lisa back, please comeback to me, im sorry, im sorry

TBC
MADE BY JENDEUKIMANDU27

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