My Boss is my Girlfriend [COMPLETED]

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LISA POV

she was just looking at me in so much adoration in her eyes, i just averted my eyes to what im doing earlier and as i expected mom quickly hugged her and i heard

"Oh jennie! Wow! youre here too, what a coincidence"mom said surprisingly as she look at jennie's direction

"Yes auntie, i was actually getting back to what i lost"i can feel shes looking at me but i decided to shrugged it off

By any chance shes referring to me?

Oh dont assume lisa she hates you

"Is that so, do you have a company who you were with right now?"

"Uhm yes auntie but they rest for a bit and i feel bored so i just want to walk around thats why"jennie nervously laughed and feeling awkward a bit

"You know you can join us if you want?"mom offered her this is what im afraid of, she might hate me more because she just told me that i should be away from her

I wiped my hands after i washed the dishes and interrupt them

"U-uh m-mom maybe Ms. Kim has something to do after she walk"

That made mom think a bit she was about to answer but jennie told her immediately

"Oh no its okay i actually finished it earlier before i walked here i would be glad if i join you guys"she said while smiling maybe she doesnt want mom to notice but i already told mom about it

"Okay then its settled youll come with us for a while"mom declared and lucas was jumping happily because her noona was here and while me, my soul just left my body, i know she wants us to talk

"Okay uhm dear?"mom turned her attention to me as i hummed in responsed

"Me and lucas will just go there for a bit, ypu guys follow okay?" Imjust nodded and forced a smile

It has a long silence its kinda awkward no one dared to talk so i break the silence

"U-uhm you know you can back out if youre not comfortable"as i arrange my hair while i m still not looking at her and turn my back on her

"Hon?"i was frozed on my spot when she call me that but i remembered something that dissapoints me , the trust i need

"Yes? Ms. Kim?"i said coldly as i can and look back and i avoid her gaze at me

"C-can w-we talk?"she bit her lips and she hold my arm i knew shes preventing not to cry

"Sorry Ms. Kim but my attention right now is my family so if you excuse me ill just go to my room"i removed her hands on my arm and started to walked away but she hold me again making me look at her with cold eyes making her a bit shock

"Hon? Please just hear me out"i heard her sobbed hard making me closed my eyes

I dont want her to cry, i want to hug her but my mind is preventing me to do so, because of what she just did yesterday really hurts me

"Did you hear me out, when i wanted to explain?" I told her and turned around to face her while my tears started to flow

"Ms. Kim please im tired...."as my sobbed became more hard

"T-tired where lisa?"She said weakly and she hold my arm tightly not wanting to hear what im about to say

"I'm tired of chasing, I'm tired of letting me explain, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of pretending I'm okay because the truth is not really!" I cant control my emotions right now i glance at them i saw them that they are looking at us and decided to leave us to have some privacy

"A-are you tired of me lisayah?"she said weakly as she continues to cry harder than before

"No jen.."i answered and look down i want to run away and shout this pain what I've been feeling

"don't you love me anymore??"i quickly shaked my head as a no and answered her directly

"Im just tired in this situation we have right now but ill never be tired of you because you are my rest..."as i hold her cheeks and wipe her tears flowing down

She keep mumbling sorry's to me while she hold my hand where i cupped her cheeks

Shes just looking at me sadly

"Do you still love me hon?"

"I love you so much jennie but I hope you think that I am also a human being who has feelings and it also hurts me"i said and she cant help but to cover her mouth and her tears are flowing nonstop

As i look at her again

"you? Do you really love me?"i asked her as she immediately hugged me tight and i can feel that my dress is getting wet by her tears

"I do! i do love you so much lisa im sorry im sorry if i didnt let you explain im sorry please"her hug tighten to my waist

"if you love me why didn't you let me explain" i told her weakly and i wiped my tears she pulled out the hug and her other hand was holding my hand and the other one was on my right cheek

"I love you lisa! Im sorry if you felt that way please lets fix us please, please"she is totally begging me but i don't have a strength to talk to her now

"Jen please let go now i need to go"i was struggling to get her hands away from my waist but shes too strong than me

"No! No please lisa lets fix this first please please"

"I need space jennieyah..."

"Please..."pleaded to her feeling weak now

She let go of me and i walked away i didn't look back i went straight to my room and lock ir immediately

I cant help but to cry and cry

This pain of mine i want you get out i grabbed a pillow and shouted to it and I continued crying

Im so tired...

I didnt notice i wuicly fell asleep because of my tiredness

TBC

MADE BY JENDEUKIMANDU27