Never sure
Never settled
Never safe
We roam, prowl, hunt for others
Who see the light
Even in the dark
Never. . .lost
Or found, yet still a part of something
What could be considered a fourth-dimensional being
Trapped within physical bounds
Like chains bound by the throat
Never safe
Never calm
Not quite, yet dense and full of sorrow
Endless internal screams
And please, the voices couldn't care less about
Not once relenting to allow a moment's rest
Never ending
Never resting
Any time is leeching time
As it endlessly feeds on your soul
Giving you the feeling of being
Never sure
Never settled
Never safe
At the day's end the light returns
Not to the eyes
but to the creatures lurking in the darkest depths of your being
The numb, empty, lifeless feeling
Becoming more powerful and permanent as the evening commences
As the moon passes over you
The more
Turns into mindless bliss
As it strips you of what makes you your own being
Never sure
Never settled
Never safe
Your eyes dull out as your body follows after slowly
Even sooner come sleepless nights
Turn into sleepless days, weeks, months
AGONY
Until the bags under your eyes are heavy
Heavy enough to rip and to tear
Tearing the flesh from your already tattered face
To the floor, your face falls
You one lasting hope for redemption
On the cold, dull tile
In a mass of blood, flesh, and tears
Yet the host as you may seem to be
Lays in silent submission, allowing you to rest assured knowing
Knowing that your
Never sure
Never settles
Never safe
One infinity in this world
Yet you've been shattered into billions of pieces
Enough to cover every inch with some of your mindless sorrow
It's bled you out till there was nothing left
And now its gone
Yet still hear and feel as if you cannot live without it
As this restless and seemingly endless night continues you think
Why was I left thinking that I am
Never sure
Never Settled
Never safe
And will I ever see
The night sky through my own eyes again?
NEVER
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Poetry
PoetryThese are some of my more personal and earlier poems that I love. I feel deeply about them and am iffy about sharing them Yay!
