LIFE UPDATE BABEYYYYYY

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by parhkers

by parhkers

i guess no one will rlly care and also a LOT of you are silent ghost readers and never interact with me like hello i am in love with you please reciprocate my affection or else ill go insane

HAHAHA OK MOVING ON

2022 made me realise writing is yet another silly hyper fixation and i'm slowly moving on 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 i mean that's not to say oh ya im retiring BC IM NOT!! WRITER MAHI WILL LIVE ON through maladaptive daydreaming and making up incredibly detailed scenarios in my head on repeat.

oh i will finish my fics... i know i will. i also know that m&m and lilo r in desperate need of a rewrite like WHY what is wrong with me. i know English technically isn't my first language BUT U GOTTA SLAP SOME SENSE INTO ME.??

i will pay a person to grab me by the collar and shake me until i die from a concussion bc honestly i cringe so much when it comes to my writing i have no ego 😐😐😐 and if i do have my amazing sexy hot epic mahi gamer moments it's out like a flame and I'm sitting there like
"Why did I write That..."

LIKE LITERALLY. WTFFFF i wrote so pretentiously i was also so clearly sleep-deprived nothing made sense T_tTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT thats why i am gonna rewrite over summer cuz i got nothing to do lmao and some shit rlly needs fine-tuning.

anyway life update!!!!
i dyed my hair <3 my irls say i look like a hot mom ngl i think i was gonna breakdown like Cassie from Euphoria bc NO MILFS (MOTHER IN LAW FRIENDS) ON MY WATCH! but actually i am so happy with my hair

i literally thought i would look so bad with my hair dyed BUT DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN i wanna dye it more often <//333333333333

i am going to uni this Sept
🥲🥲🥲🥲😀🤌🤌 LIKE WHAT
i also need to stop telling myself that uni will be a webtoon kdrama experience bc i literally live in the UK. 😐 uni will be filed with grotty white brits that club until 2am and use an orange spray tan. also i am a minority and every uni i applied to has such a low rate of BAME students WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY where are my desis

also im doin a rlly hard course T_t WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF

anyway
that means i gotta work hard
its about drive its about power
🤌🤌🤌🤌👍 we stay hungry we devour 😄😋

so like i rlly cannot afford to stare at my dead wattpad notifications and refresh the page every 5 mins like a dementic grandma staring out of the window

now moving on
i will post a genshin acc update soon bc HAH the other one is so outdated omg
like i have 16 5*s now ; i just lvl 90ed ayato <//33333 his talents r 899 and i built him with 73% crit rate and 226% crit dmg WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hmm what else

my public exams start in like.......... nearly 6 weeks? so i need to ........ revise

although im like ya ill revise all i do is actually watch kdramas and online shop

Now ill be on hiatus untill 22nd june and when i come back ill try to finish my books :]]]]]]

in the meantime ill be supporting my friends' books and also be on duolingo as a way of being "productive" when im actually procrastinating A LOT

MAHI OUT!