My Favorite Red Heads

Pity-W.M

(vent piece sorry)

You walked into the bedroom seeing your wife sitting on the bed on her laptop,
"Hi milaya..come here."Wanda motioned for you walking over moving her laptop out of her lap straddling her wrapping your arms around her neck.
"You okay honey?"She asked you nodded just holding onto her the woman pulled you back whining,
"Ah ah don't whine.You don't seem okay y/n/n talk to me and don't lie either I can tell when your lying."Your wife warned head down feeling the tears blur your vision looking up trying to get them to go away.
"Hey hey what's wrong dorogoy?"Wanda questioned you shook your head body jolting as you started crying she pulled you back into her arms,
"Shh shh I got you it's okay."She reassured rubbing your back crying into her shoulder  rocking slightly just letting everything out you had bottled up everything through the week.After about thirty minutes you finally calmed down to sniffles still clinging to her,
"I'm sorry mistress."Your voice hoarse and rough from crying feeling your chin being pulled in front of her face kissing your forehead only wanting to make you cry more.
"Don't you dare apologize for needing to cry love.I told you to always come to me when you need me."The woman told you rubbing your cheeks off with her thumbs kissing your cheeks smiling at her,
"There's that pretty smile."She cooed you blushed sniffling smiling still playing with the buttons on her suit jacket she scratching gently up and down your arm.
"Do you want to talk now or wait go eat then come back and talk?"She offered you weighed out your options if you eat you might get so worked up you might get sick but if you talk about it now it might help you to eat;
"Now."You said so small she couldn't hear if she wasn't right in front of you she lifted up your chin smiling small letting you continue to play with the buttons on her suit jacket looking down.
"I uhm..I called my dad today and he..h-he uhm yelled at me telling me how d-disgusting I-I was.."You stopped trying to control your breathing always hating talking about your dad especially to your wife,
"Your okay keep going."Wanda said reassuringly continuing to scratch at your arms gently making goosebumps appear on your arms.
"He told me how..it was m-my fault m-mom died."That's when all hell broke loose you started sobbing hysterically she was quick to pull you back into her arms clinging to her like your life depended on it which in this case it did.She scooted down to a laying position covering the both of you,
"I'm so sorry y/n..you don't deserve that.Your so sweet and beautiful, you have the biggest heart of anyone I know and whatever he says shouldn't make you feel any less than a human being."She told you stern with a gentleness to it rubbing your back sliding her hands under your shirt, to help you calm down some you couldn't wrap your head around how cruel your own father could be to tell you that.
"I know detka I'm so sorry."She whispered kissing your head multiple times legs intertwined you were so drained from crying and having to talk about it you just wanted to sleep.You just buried yourself further into her chest wanting to hide from anyone and anything;
"Get some rest I'll be right here I love you sweet girl."Wanda said you pulled back kissing her cheek then tucking your head back under her neck protectively securing her arm around you.
"I love you Wanda."You slurred the last part feeling the weight of the exhaustion finally take over your body and mind letting you succumb to a deep sleep.The warmth, protection, love you felt in this moment was surreal never knowing you could love someone this much as you did her and you couldn't be happier to have her by your side always.