𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝟗𝟓 | Vmin

17- Be mine

Taehyung slipped his arm under jimin's head as he rests comfortably wrapping himself around, taehyung pulled him closer snuggling in the sweet scent of the other "I'm sorry" taehyung lands a kiss on his cheeks, he stayed his head up staring at his face the dear smile on his face that never left since their bodies reunion ended

"Why do you become so soft after sex?" Jimin asked chuckling as he cupped his face, his thumb squeezing taehyung's bread cheeks softly "because I feel guilty after hurting you" taehyung puts his hand on top of jimin's that were caressing his cheeks "it's just sex, and I liked it, you don't have to feel bad about it" there was a moment of silence between them as taehyung kept his gaze on the younger and jimin tries to read what is shining behind taehyung's eyes

"Your freckles... Why do you hide them?" Taehyung asked rubbing the concealer off that was hiding jimin's fairy dust "because I don't like them and also my father says they are my flaw and I should hide them" jimin stopped taehyung who leaned his hands towards the water glass placed on the side table of the bed, he dipped his fingers in the water and rubs the makeup off "your father is an asshole, the only flaw in you is your father the big huge ball of dirt of the whole universe"

Jimin laughed "yah he's my father watch your mouth," jimin said in between his giggles, taehyung rolled his eyes and stood up from the bed he came back with the pen in his hands, he sat beside jimin who was looking at him confused "what are you doing?" Jimin asked feeling ticklish by the nip of the pen traveling on his cheeks and around his nose "I'm drawing stars around them"

"They look more beautiful now" taehyung smiled at the masterpiece he created, after finishing with creating his little galaxy on jimin's face taehyung laid down on his chest listening to his heart which was beating louder against his chest, "thanks.." jimin breathes "for decorating my flaws and praising my weaknesses and somehow being my strength"

"Earlier at the party... i was able to even speak just because you were there, for the first time i felt more at ease, i felt as if i even fell someone would catch me before i touched the ground, you gave me the weird type of protection although we were stood against each other" jimin dryly chuckled to cover his embarrassment

"Be mine" taehyung mumbled against his chest making jimin's heartbeats stop and he could feel it slowing down skipping a beat or so "be mine.... so I can protect you from whatever is hurting you, I can see the dead you behind these shining eyes, every smile you wear is just the funeral of another little piece of you"

Taehyung looked up at him "w-what are you saying?" Jimin stuttered his mind stopped processing "I love you Jimin, and that's all I really know" taehyung cupped the side of his face "these past days I spent without you were hell to me... The fear of losing you and not being able to see that beautiful smile on your face was choking me, and it gets hard to breathe thinking about you getting hurt again, but I lost in my stupid fucking pride but I won't anymore"

"I-its just..you missed the thing we had in bed, n-nothing more, taehyung" jimin's breathing was getting heavy, he doesn't know how to react to this situation when his long term enemy and now a little more is confessing his feelings for him and not to mention the honesty dripping from taehyung's eyes "your body was the last thing I missed about you, I'm not a sixteen-year-old I can differentiate between love and lust and you are the only person I can get on my knees for"

Jimin pushed him off of his body sitting up straight "it's only been a few days how...could you fall for me?" He brushed his hair back "seriously, jimin? Are you going to judge my feelings on how much time I spent with you? falling for someone doesn't take years a little moment is enough for the heart to give it all to the other" taehyung takes his both hands into his

"But how could we? You are Kim and I'm Park my dad will kill me and yours too" jimin shook his head disapproving of his thoughts that were telling him to accept what is willing to give him the love and protection he craved, "nothing will come between us min, I'm not asking you to tell the whole world about us now, we can take it as slow as you want, but I want the assurance you won't disappear from my life or go to someone else"

"The certificate of your yes to my love, I don't want to break these boundaries around us" taehyung was trying his best to not show how nervous he was but his voice started to tremble the fear of losing the little thing in trying to have it all "I...what if my dad.." "Fuck your dad for God's sake jimin, atleast give me a reason that came from your heart not your silly mind who is washed by your idiotic father"

Taehyung pinched jimin's nose who was in deep thought with a visible pout on his bruised lips which got marked by taehyung earlier "i don't know.." after a while of thinking jimin uttered making taehyung chuckle, "my baby" he coes at his cuteness as he pulled jimin closer from his thighs "close your eyes" he shut jimin's eyes with his hand "now think, how you'll really feel if i become yours and you mine, don't think about anything else just listen to your heart"

And jimin did as taehyung told him to and the screams of his heart started to getting louder which he was ignoring for a while, he opened his eyes and met with taehyung's filled with pure love that makes the inside of jimin shine like gold and the peace he felt in that moment which makes him want the time to stop and makes him to live in this moment forever, the very moment held his answer, yes was his answer

He leaned down to kiss taehyung giving him the answer he needed to hear taehyung smiled in the kiss that makes the younger smile too, they pulled away staring into eachother's eyes "i want you to love me forever" jimin whispered against his lips breaking the saliva string attaching their lips "i will love you forever and ever" Taehyung added resting his head on jimin's forhead

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Jimin heard a knock on his room's door he quickly wiped off his tears as hyunjin enters his room with wine bottles and snacks in his hand "i know you're awake so now come down, let's drink together tonight" hyunjin puts everything on the mat that was placed beside jimin's bed, jimin crawled down wearing a smile on his burst lips

"He hit you again?" Knowing the answer Hyunjin shook his head clenching his jaw tight in rage, he took out the first aid kit from the side drawer "i wish, i could protect you" he applied the ointment on his lips "I'm sorry, for being so weak hyung" he licked his lips as tears started to build up in his eyes

"No, baby you don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault, you're as vulnerable as me" jimin ruffles his hairs playing with his soft locks to calm him down, they talk about nothing but how their lives are going while drinking the wine and eating the snacks hyunjin bought

"When i was in orphanage i used to pray to god take me anywhere else but here" hyunjin spoke pouring the wine for himself as the bottle emptied "but look how they responded to my prayers bringing me in a bigger hell" hyunjin chuckled he was drunk it was obvious from the way he spoke

"If i could i would run far away from here and would never look back, But I can't leave you here alone...and I don't think he would ever let me go" jimin listens to him as every word hyunjin utterd digs a dagger in jimin's heart "in the orphanage there was hope i will get out of it sooner or later but now I'm trapped in this hell forever with no hope out"

Hyunjin never said anything about how he feel and it shocked jimin how hurt the younger is from the inside, jimin was too caught up in his wounds to see how hurtful it must be for a little kid to be dragged down in this world, they trained him like a weapon just because jimin was a failure they ruined a fourteen year old kid's life, and the weight of it will forever be on jimin's heart.