𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝟗𝟓 | Vmin

27- Alone

Jimin woke up and found himself alone in the room that lead his heart to feel the first thing in the morning was, pain, a pain to be left alone, a pain of not getting to see his lover by his side holding him secure in his arms, where jimin can even die peacefully

Jimin looked at his surroundings, he was only in his boxer, and his clothes were nowhere to be found, it was better since all those clothes makes him remember those terrifying stares, he tries to remember what happened last night

But the more he runs his thoughts to remember something, the more they come back empty-handed, there wasn't anything in his brain about how he broke down in front of his taehyung, how he cut open his chest and took his heart out, showing taehyung how he really felt

the last thing he remembered was how taehyung saved him and took him upstairs, protecting him from every harm, and showing the whole world who Kim Jimin is and who he belongs to, when his head started to hurt from thinking so hard, he shook his head leaving it to be forgotten, he stood up from the bed wrapping the sheets around his body and went to the washroom

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With every drop of the water dripping on his body it burns the scars in his heart that he kept all to himself, while he was lost in his thoughts a memory from last night sparked like a light in his mind

"I wish you had known that the love you gave was greater than the pain you brought"

"I wish love wasn't so cruel....maybe, just maybe. I'll see you in another life and we won't have to do this"

The whispers makes goosebumps appear on jimin's skin, he couldn't believe it was real and taehyung said that to him, it was like a dream that felt so real making the urge to tell taehyung the truth rise in his chest

To stop this whole revenge thing, they both already suffered a lot, and jimin wanted it all to stop, he wants to be the first one to make things better for once, and he wants to decide that he won't regret it later for once

'what if I tell the truth to taehyung would he believe me? would he understand me?'

'Maybe after knowing the whole truth taehyung would love me again'

Jimin smiled getting on the decision of telling taehyung, why he did all of that, and what his reason was, he wants to stop the suffering they both are going through, now he knows taehyung loves him too but is weak in front of their fate

He wants to become his strength he wants to shine brighter than the moon for his Taehyung, he will apologize to him until he forgives him, even if it'll take forever, he won't give up

He smiled scrubbing his body with his strawberry body wash that taehyung used to love and washing his hair with candy scented shampoo, he dressed up gorgeously like he used to for their sinful sessions

He stared at himself in the mirror, his chest rises and falls back heavily, anxiety started taking over him, and his confident self was gone, guess his father knows what to break first to bring the whole person down, jimin's self-confidence was his everything before taehyung, and now both were gone

"stop mourning for that pathetic man! if he'll see you like this, he would've left your ugly self"

no matter how hard he tries his father's words engraved in his heart and brain never left him 'no, jimin he loves you... would he still do?' and before jimin knew he was dropped to his knees crying out loudly, hugging his knees, when will he feel happy again? Like he used to feel behind the door of Room 95

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And that day jimin waited, waited, longer than he could wait, but taehyung never came and he slept thinking he'll see him the next day and the next day goes by the same, he gets ready for taehyung and waited for his arrival but he never comes, and the day after that