25- You Never Loved Me

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Jimin's eyes looked up and a tear rolled down from his eyes as they met taehyung's venomous one, he blinked once or twice to clear his vision there was something written on taehyung's face but jimin was too naive to read it

Or he was too clouded by the scene that unfolded in front of him earlier making his trauma rise up and kicking him right in his guts

Taehyung reached out his hand for jimin and it didn't take jimin long to fill his hand with his' as he placed his soft gloved hands into his rough ones, taehyung stripped his coat and quickly covered jimin's upper body with it

"Listen everyone!"

Taehyung shouted with his deep voice like a demon, his bloody act has already caught their attention so it wasn't hard for everyone to hear him

"He is my husband, Kim Jimin, and whoever lays eyes on him will end up like him"

He slipped his hand behind jimin's back putting a possessive grip on his waist, jimin felt his soul putting back in his body

"The party is over go back to your fucking houses"

With one last sentence taehyung took jimin with him walking upstairs leaving everyone in utter shock and questions that they never get answers of

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Jimin snatched his hand away from taehyung as soon as they entered the room, making the devil angrier who was ready to take everyone's soul

"Don't give me that attitude!"

taehyung sighed deeply putting his hand on his waist trying to control his anger

"Why don't you just kill me just like I killed you?"

Jimin shouted as tears incessantly fell from his eyes "I don't want you to die, I want you to taste the poison you gave me in the name of love" taehyung clamored back "love?.." Jimin scoffed he was looking like a mess, his pure tears were trying to vanish the sinful scarlet liquid off of his face

"Tell me one time I told you I love you" jimin took a step closer towards taehyung who was looking back at him in utter shock "I never did taehyung, you asked me to think what I will feel if you become mine and I become yours and in my heart, It felt so fucking good so I said yes"

"I never make promises like you did, i-i never lied to you about anything I'm not defending myself I know I deserve to be punished because I did wrong to you"

"But don't include love in this because you never loved me... if you did you will make it easier for me...if you loved me, you would've killed me instead of making me suffer like that"

"You don't love me, No one can because I don't deserve to be loved, I'm a curse... I hurt everyone whoever comes near me I hurt mom then hyunjin, and then you,"

Jimin dropped to the ground as taehyung was only staring at him with his own eyes flowing a river out, deep down taehyung was agreeing with some of his parts but he was highly disagreed with 'you never loved me'

Because the whole universe knows how deep taehyung fell for jimin and how much he loved him and wanted to protect him because he knew jimin was on the point of breaking but he didn't know he'll be the one to break him

"Mr.Park is right I'm just a disgrace, a disappointment, I'm only suitable in the bed like a slut and you shouldn't get attached to me, look, I killed your father and then I killed you I'm such a fucking idiot you said you loved me and I killed you, I don't want you to hate me"

Jimin's body started to tremble as his mind went into another place, he was stuttering repeatedly, and his eyes were wide open the cold sweat was dripping from his body

"I don't want to wear that dress they are looking at me... I don't want them to look at me, taehyung, t-tell them to stop staring at me, you shouldn't have killed him! he'll come b-back as everyone did... he'll come back and ask me to kill myself"

"J-jimin!" Taehyung whispered softly hesitantly taking a step closer to the broken boy sitting on the floor. Jimin sobbed uncontrollably yelling out inaudible words that weren't coherent for taehyung's ears, the other male licked his lips at jimin's state unaware of what to do

"I don't want to kill myself, I don't want to die, I want to live with you please tae tae" jimin begged clenching tight to his chest as he hugged his knees close to him, covering himself so no one was able to see him. "Please...j-just" he couldn't complete want he wanted to say as the air in his lungs ran out and he began to pant and gasp filling his dry lungs back with air

That led him to hyperventilate as he began clutching the ground and looking around, taehyung couldn't bare the sight anymore. How could he ever see the one he once loved so much in this amount of one, knowing that he could've been the cause. His heart was starting to shatter with each sob that eacaped Jimin's once lovely mouth

Taehyung knelt down besides the sobbing male and pulled him into his arms, shielding him from whatever the younger feared "tae- don't" taehyung ran his fingers in the raven-head's sweaty locks humming a soothing voice in his ear "shh, you're okay my lo-" taehyung couldn't complete his loving nickname as the lump in his throat dug the dagger deeper in his wretched heart

jimin hid himself in the arms of his former lover and cried his heart out feeling safer and braver again, his heart was put together by the warm hands wrapped around his waist and his worries began to vanish by the sweet scent of his beloved

Taehyung sat down besides jimin licking his lips continuously, his throat was drying out due to the amount of tears he shed, but that was the last thing on his mind. He didn't care about himself he cared about the boy in his arms more, nevertheless, their once broken hearts were mended let it be for a night only

If only their fate wasn't so tainted with the pain, if only the gods would be in their favor, if only the entire universe didn't fight to pull them away... perhaps then only they could be one another's but who were they? Who were they to stop their destiny from pulling such strings and making them end up the way they did, so broken and pained. Yet in the arms of each other

Oh but how the skies were still not heavy enough to wash away their love with the rain of pain it showered upon them. "Jimin-ah" taehyung whispered every so softly, but the black haired male was in a daze of his own to even comprehend with his surroundings, all he was known of was that he was in the arms of the one he used to admire for hours. And that was enough information for him

Getting the idea the younger must've fell asleep taehyung shut his mouth as to not bother the other's slumber, and just then. For the smallest of minutes the thought of revenge and anger vanished out of his brain and there seemed to be nothing left behind more or less than the one person he was holding so close to him

"I wish you had known that the love you gave was greater than the pain you brought"

"i wish love wasn't so cruel....maybe, just maybe. I'll see you in another life and we won't have to do this"

"Please don't ever cry again" perhaps he wasn't in his right mind, because the entire purpose of his existence now was to bring pain to jimin and make him cry...

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A/n: another update 😉
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