Don't Look Back

Chapter 4: Insecure

Jeongyeon's POV

Would this day get any better?

I have been feeling down this past few days. I thought that I'm doing okay but it isn't.

I know for sure that I am better than my situation six months ago but just one glimpse of things that made me remember her and here I am back to zero. Feels like I wouldn't want to go out any time soon again. I just wanted to be alone and probably overthink, it's like my daily habit.

Why is it when you give so much to someone and when they left they will always take something from you that you'll never get back. You'll go mad trying to figure out and think on how to be the old you so you can go on and start over. But that's not how it works. You will really have lost your path in the process of thinking so much how will you get yourself back. Then one day you wake up and think that you are so tired and maybe you wouldn't want your old self back because you know better now but you need to accept that sometimes you'll miss the old you but you can't look back and be like that again.

I guess that's just how life works.

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No one's POV

It's the 26th of October already. Time passed by faster than they expected.

So almost all the group members are busy planning on how will they surprise Momo, except of course Momo who is not included to their meeting this afternoon.

Momo go out with her parents since her parents visited her to celebrate her birthday in advance because they know that the girl would be busy at her birthday.

So it becomes easier for the member to plan it out even if it's like almost two weeks before their main dancer's birthday.

"Who's buying the cake?" Their leader asks them while all of them are sitting and their leader Jihyo is standing in front of them and have a pen and paper to her hands.

Everyone seems to be paying attention and thinking about it but only Sana isn't paying attention, she was just looking at her phone constantly typing. They didn't know that Sana is in the midst of crisis of her own. But their leader just didn't mind it.

"The company provide cakes right Unnie?"
Suddenly their maknae asks.

They all laugh a little to their baby Tzuyu's question.

Even Sana contributed to their laugh.

"Yes, Tzuyu but we want to give her cake as well didn't we?" Jihyo explain it well to their maknae while holding off her laughter.

"Yah! Don't be mean to our maknae Jihyo" The bunny looking girl of their band says.

They just all laugh to it. Knowing Tzuyu she could be really like that at times.

"Okay, I'll buy it then. And don't worry about me buying it alone because I'm bringing Chae with me"
Tzuyu explain it already in case she got scolded because her Unnies can be over protective to her at times.

After Tzuyu says that, Mina just gave her a meaningful look. Their maknae immediately get her.

"Why don't you go with me Sana-unnie since Chae wants to hang out with you again" Tzuyu offers Sana who is now have set aside her phone for a moment.

They didn't get an answer to her the girl just zoned out. They were about to call out to her when Sana speaks up.

"I'm good, I'll just help out with the decors" Sana reply to Tzuyu and she just nodded.

She didn't get why her Unnie refused to go with her. Because a few days ago the girl keep on insisting to go with her and hang out with her girlfriend.

"I'll go instead Tzuyu, I'm looking forward to meet her anyway" Mina suddenly talks to Tzuyu and to their surprise Sana changes her expression.