love fuelled hate

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The new mum that stook around longer then the rest

She seemed nice, lovely, sweet.

But I was scared

Her face

A reminder of the pain if it didn't go well

I couldn't do it, my brother the same.

We didn't need a mum

We needed stable dad

It happened anyway

2 new sisters along with that

Again they seemed nice, perfect even.

My heart shattered

Watching the love she had for her children

Longing for the same.

It was too much.

She never loved us like she did her children

Even picked up on by our dad

Arguments, and loud bangs from items being bounced around the room

Like all the emotion's me and my brother were bottling inside

To frightened to express

"you're selfish, dishonest! Why cant you just be happy for me?"

We were... but

Nagging feeling inside couldn't be contained

Visions of memories

Of past experiences just like this one.

We were protecting, our family no matter the hatred

No matter how much he scared the life out of us

One look

And we knew.

School becoming the only place of safeness

I fell distant

Disconnected from reality. 

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