I live my life for you (BOOK 2)

28

Bea

I'm waiting for Jho to come home

Habang pinapanood ko ang mga pictures and videos namin dito sa Macbook biglang bumukas yung door at nakita ko ang pinaka mamahal kong babae

Jhoana Louisse

Linapitan ko siya at niyakap agad and finally she's hugging me back

"You came Jho"

"Yes, I came home" Jho

Pagkasabi niya yun agad akong napabitaw sa yakap dahil may naalala ako

"You're getting married" sabi ko and Jho nodded

Nakita ko kasi post ni Nico na they're engaged na pala

May biglang luhang pumatak mula sa mga mata ko

"Heyy don't be sad I'm here naman oh" Jho and she wipes my tears using her thumb

"You're h...here o....only for 7 days" sabi ko habang umiiyak

"We can make those 7 days feel eternal" Jho

"It's s...still just a s...seven d...days Jho.......t...then after a w...week you're g..going b...back to y...your f...fiancé"

"Don't think about it muna, let's focus on us this time hmm?" Jho

"I l...love you Jhoana" sabi ko at muling yinakap si Jho

"I love you" Jho

Jho

Nagluluto kami ni Bea ng food for our lunch, we're cooking our fave Paella

"Wewewait ako na love mapaso kapa eh" Bea

"Oa ha? Haha ilalagay ko lang naman tong mga seafoods sa boiling water"

"Eeehhh kahit na love ko, ayokong ma damage yang precious hands mo ganda pa naman parang ikaw" Bea

"Nambola na naman"

"I'm just telling the truth my love" Bea

Kaya ayun parang si Bea nalang din ang nagluluto. Kaya nag back hug nalang ako sa kanya while she's cooking

"Awww sweet naman ng mahal ko" Bea

"I really missed you, love. I missed everything about you"

"I missed you more love, sobra akong nangulila sa'yo" Bea

"Ayokong maiyak mag eemote na naman tayo eh. Tulungan na nga kita para we can eat na" sabi ko and I kissed Bea's cheek muna before helping her

Itong setup namin ay parang nagkabalikan kami but only for 7 days. We're both single naman so walang cheating na nagaganap since Nico and I broke up muna?

Natapos na kaming magluto at kumakain na kami

"Tagal naman kumain ng love ko, look oh there's so much shrimps waiting to be eaten" Bea

Pinagbalatan niya kasi ako ng madaming shrimps haha

"Shhh subuan nalang kita" sabi ko at sinubuan siya

"Sarap naman nun, isa pa nga" Bea

Kaya ayun sinubuan ko ulit hehe

"Love can we go to Palawan?" Bea

"Ha? Why? I mean ok lang sa'kin pero bakit?"

"We'll just take back the moment and time we failed to value before" Bea

"Awww sige kahit saan tayo pupunta basta kasama kita"

"Actually I would've bring you either on Maldives or France, but we only have a limited time that's why I can't " matamlay na sabi ni Bea

Hindi ako nakasagot at ngumiti nalang ako ng konti

Nakaupo kami ngayon dito sa couch while hugging at nakasandal yung ulo ko sa chest ni Bea. Tapos na rin kasi siyang mag wash ng dishes

"Love"

"Yes love?" Bea

"Why are you jobless? You know that a job is important right?"

"I was so lost love, I have nowhere to go and nothing to do but to look for my home and that is you. But I couldn't find you that time, hanggang sa nawalan na ako ng gana sa buhay. You know the feeling love that you're just living for nothing? Like you're alive but dead in the inside" Bea

"I'm sorry for leaving you but I am not sorry for focusing on myself for the past two years love"

"I understand mahal ko.....I want only the best for you" Bea

May song naman na biglang nagplay sa tv naka open kasi yung Spotify dito

Playing " Hard to say I'm sorry by Chicago"

Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay

Sinasabayan naman ni Bea yung song

After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

Bigla nalang akong naiyak dahil nasasaktan ako para samin ng mahal ko. We only have limited time and then I'll be getting married to someone I don't love

"Shhh don't cry mahal ko. Always remember that I love you mmkay? I love you always Jhoana ko" Bea and she's comforting me

"I l..love you B..bea.......I'm s...sorry for n...not giving y...you a l...lifetime"

Bea began to cry also

"E..even if y...you're a..already m...married to s..someone e...else l...love I will n...not look f...for another p...partner to be m...my bride b...but you Jho.....I will n..never stop l...loving you" Bea's crying

"S...sorry love f...for making t..things h...hard pero m...magmahal ka p...parin ha? I'm n...not the o...only person in t..this world love"

"No love b...because t...there is n...no one in t...this world l...like you" Bea

Mahal na mahal ko si Bea pero hindi siya ang makakasama ko sa habangbuhay. Kung may magagawa lang ako na si Bea nalang ang mapapangasawa ko, pero di na pwede