I live my life for you (BOOK 2)

29

Little fast forward

Bea

Nandito na kami sa Palawan ni Jho and 3 days kami dito so mejo matagal tagal rin yun

Nakahiga lang kami ng magka hug at nagpapahinga, katatapos lang kasi namin mag ayos ng mga gamit

"Love what are your plans here in Palawan?"

"I plan to make special and loving memories with you" Jho

"Because this will be the last time we can be together like this" matamlay kong sabi

"Yeah" mahinang sabi ni Jho

I'm really holding back my tears now

We shouldn't be in this situation if it weren't for me

"Love, you know naman that marriage is a lifetime agreement right?" sabi ko and Jho nodded

"It means there's no more turning back, are you really sure about it?"

"I guess so" mahinang tugon ni Jho

"If I was a man would you marry me?"

"Kahit ano ka pa I would still marry you" Jho

"Then why am I not the one you're marrying?"

Hindi muna nakasagot si Jho at bigla nalang ito tumahimik

"Sorry for asking love, but just know that I'm happy for you. I know that Nico won't hurt you just like what I did"

"Yeah he's a good guy.......wait are you crying?" Jho

Napansin siguro ni Jho na umiiyak ako

"No no I'm fine love don't mind me"

"Sorry love......I'm really sorry" Jho

"Wala kang kasalanan love, so stop saying sorry......I just wish that I could bring back the past to make everything right and make you stay"

"Love I'm sorry for not fulfilling my promises, every plans we made will never come into reality because of me" Jho

Bumitaw muna ako sa hug namin para punasan ang luha ko humihikbi na rin kasi ako kaya ayun, diko na talaga napigilan eh

Ang sakit isipin na hindi na talaga namin magagawa ang mga plano namin

"Sorry love.....sorry talaga" Jho

"I understand love but c..can I have a r...request b....before you get m.....married?" I said while sobbing

"Anything my love, this is the least thing I could do for you" Jho

"While we're s..still t...together, can we l...live p....peacefully and k...keep ourselves away f...from our families? I j....just want to be alone w...with you for a while and e....experience the f....feeling of having you f....for the last t....time"

Umiyak na rin si Jho at niyakap nalang ako

"Yeah we'll m..make that h...happen t..this time...........these m...moments we're m...making will h...have a s..special s..space in my h...heart b...because it is y..you and me......I love you Bea and I'm s...sorry" Jho sobs

"I will love you Jho until my last breathe"

Dinner time na at tapos na kami sa pagkain ng main course kaya we're eating desserts now

Napagusapan kasi namin ni Jho na kakalimutan muna namin ang mga masasakit na pinagdaraanan namin ngayon

Nang may biglang narinig akong umiiyak na bata tinignan ko naman yun at mukang nawawala ito. Malawak kasi itong restaurant

"Wait lang love....see that little girl I think she's lost"

"Ok go help her love baka mapano" Jho

Binuhat ko yung bata at dinala muna sa table namin ni Jho. Kaya ngayon nakaupo ako while this little girl is sitting on my lap

Jho

"Stop crying now baby you're safe with us" Bea at yinakap pa ang bata

"Do you want ice cream?" Bea asks the little girl

The little girl nodded

Kaya nag order si Bea ng ice cream ng bata. Ngayon pinapakain na niya ito ng tahimik

"You're so cute what's your name?" Bea

"Sofia"

"Do you know where to find your mom and dad Sofia? Wait I'll make you punas muna it's getting messy na hehe" Bea

Napaka maalaga ni Bea. Kaya ang swerte ng magiging family niya soon cause I'm sure that she will be a great dada someday

Habang pinapanood ko sila may biglang sumulpot at nagsalita

"Sofia anak you're here lang pala" sabi nung babae

But wait is she.......

"Caitlyn?" Bea

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nakakaramdam ng kaba. Pano kung may feelings pa rin sila sa isa't isa?

"Bea?" Caitlyn

"Sofia's your daughter?" Bea

"Yup thank you sa pag-aalaga sa kanya ha? Akala ko nawala na" Caitlyn

"No it's fine. Oh by the way she's Jhoana my girlfriend" Bea proudly introduces me

"Hi" sabi ko at nakipag shake hands

"Hello Jhoana" Caitlyn

"Uhhh ok so Sofia go to your mom now?" Bea

"No" Sofia

"Why baby? You're mom is worried about you" Bea

"I want to stay with you muna po, I miss my daddy kasi eh" Sofia

"Ahh edi go and ask your dad to make you subo ng ice cream" Bea

"Wala kasi yung dad niya naiwan muna sa California" Caitlyn

"Ahh ok" Bea

"Akin na Bea ako nang bahala kay Sofia, enjoy kayo ha? By the way you really look good together.....flower girl si Sofia ha?" Caitlyn

"Sure thing! Oh sige bye na, bye Sofia see you around" Bea

"Bye Bea and Jhoana.......ayyy wait may party kasi yung cousin ko mamaya and I'm inviting you guys punta kayo ha? Jhoana ok lang ba?" Caitlyn

"Uhmm I'll think about it Caitlyn"

"Tita Jho please" Sofia pleaded

"Sofia I'll ask your tita Jho about that ha? I'll let her decide kasi" Bea

"Ok po" Sofia

Bea

Caitlyn has a child now and a family of course. I'm so happy for her right now

About my feelings for her, wala na. Maybe because I'm really in love with Jho kaya wala na akong ibang mahal but only Jho

"Love let's go?" Jho

Pumayag rin kasi siya na punta daw kami sa party

"You ready love?"

"Yup" Jho

"Love I just want to remind you that I love you so much, ikaw lang love ko" sabi ko and I kissed her forehead

"I know but wala na ba talaga si Caitlyn sayo?" Jho

"Wala love kasi ikaw lang diba? You're the only woman I loved and I will love deeply like this"

"I love you" Jho

Hindi na ako sumagot instead I give her a passionate kiss

"I love you Jhoana" sabi ko after our kiss