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i didn't feel like fighting, i didn't feel like crying, i didn't feel like being mad or sad or happy or anything, i didn't feel like being anything.
i just wanted to be alone, i wanted to find comfort in being by myself like i always do most of the time, but it's kinda hard to do that when there is 7 people at ur door trying to talk to you
i just wished everyone would leave me alone and let me have my peace, and i don't know how everything that happens in this house always traces back to me
i get up and open the door

Morgan: what do you want, I'm to tired for this
i said walking back to my bed just to cover myself up again
Oliver: what's wrong are you ok
he said as all the boys walked to my bed and sat down, well all of them except Regie, he wasn't in my room
Morgan: nothing, im perfectly fine
Darren: are you sure you seemed pretty mad when you stormed out
Morgan: yea im fine
Kane: it's never good when a girl says she's fine
Morgan: im fine there is no reason for me to not be ok, oh also where is Regie
Oliver: last time i saw him he was in his room, he seemed pretty mad
Morgan: can you ask him to come in here please
Oliver: oh yea, um we'll be leaving then
Morgan: ok thanks
after they leave Ryan is the one left standing
Morgan: you didn't say anything to them did you
Ryan: no, they know nothing
he says letting out a sigh
Morgan: k, thanks
he left and a couple minutes later Regie walks in
Regie: they said you asked for me
Morgan: yea i just wanted to say i'm sorry for yelling at you and running out

i say sitting up
Regie: it's fine
Morgan: are you sure
Regie: yea i shouldn't have said shit in the first place
Morgan: but about what you said, do yo- do you actually like me.
Regie: yea, i meant it, like actually, i thought you were hot the second i saw you
Morgan: well i can't lie, i also though you were pretty hot
i say with a smile
after talking we decided to stay friends, but with benefits
(iykyk)

after Regie left my room i couldn't help but think how well that went
i was filled with joy
finally being able to finally be happy and get what i want for the first time in forever
i haven't known Regie that long so that's why we decided to just remain friends
we felt it was the best, but of course we didn't tell the boys
why would we
i soon fell asleep thinking about our conversation
the next morning i woke to my alarm waking me  up, i check my phone to see that it was 9:05 am
i wondered why i set an alarm
then it CLICKED
I WOKE UP LATE
WE HAD A MEETING
9:00 AM
i didn't think it was that big of a deal but i saw what Manger Ty did to the boys when they were late, so now for me to be late, not a god thing
i got up brushed my hair and slowly went to the living room still in my pajamas hoping they wouldn't notice i was late

after Regie left my room i couldn't help but think how well that wenti was filled with joyfinally being able to finally be happy and get what i want for the first time in foreveri haven't known Regie that long so that's why we decided to just rema...

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(with black nike socks and no shoes)

and of course when i went down there they were all waiting for me
Morgan: hey sorry im late
i said walking down the stairs as i was being recorded not only for the new NSB video but also for the daily tiktok
after Manager Ty stopped recording i had to ask him a question
Morgan: hey um Ty you haven't told the stars about me yet have you
Manager Ty: nope! but we decided to just not mention anything and just post you, but obviously we're gonna introduce you and explain who you are
Morgan: oh ok, that's fine
Manager Ty: also, why we're you late
Morgan: i was hoping you weren't gonna ask, but um my alarm, it went off late
i say with a apologetic face
Manager Ty: ill let it slide, since it's the first time but don't let it happen again
Morgan: yea i won't
i say with a smile
and i go to sit on the couch and we begin the meeting

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