The Mad Scientist (Book 1)

Chapter 15: All Of This (Millie's PoV)

I had been waiting for this day for quite a bit of some time, as I had kind of been a little bit excited about it, but also a little bit afraid about it, all at the exact same time as well. I felt like it had a good idea, and a good plan, even though I knew that we still were not all too sure as to just what the plan was in the very first place any ways, none the less. I just felt like I wanted to do some thing to change the world that we were in fact living in right now.
I felt miserable, along with a lot of different people, about the fact that we had to live in this under ground city, in order to hide from the government that ruled the world above. It made me feel sick, quite emotionally, mentally, as well as physically, as I felt like at one point in my life, I should some day see some sort of sun light. This might be my chance to finally get what it was that I had always wanted, all at the exact same time too.
That was the reason that I felt like I was in fact excited about it all, if I was not going to lie to my self either. I felt like the chance to be out, and see what the world was really like out side, was all that it was that I had ever wanted in my life, none the less. I was not all too sure as to just how it was in fact going to be possible with all of the radiation, but I felt like I still needed to cling to at least some sort of hope, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact kind of stare at the ceiling that was in fact a bit above my head, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then began to start to lift my self up, all at the exact same time too. I felt like I needed to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could right now. I did not want to over react about what it was that I was in fact about to go and do with my 2 friends, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I was happy about it, and I was glad to finally be able to do some thing, other than going around and messing with a bunch of dudes, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that I was in fact starting to get quite a bit tired of all of that, if I was not going to lie to my self either, all at the exact same time as well, once again. I kind of just began to start to blink my eyes a few times, all at once, as soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to lift my self up on top of the bed, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
Once it was that I was in fact up, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden began to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to head over to my dresser, that was in fact on the other side of the bed room, all at the exact same time as well. I was not really wearing all too much, as I did not like to sleep with a bunch of clothes on most nights. Nor was it the fact that I really liked to wear pajamas either, as that also kind of felt a little bit too childish for me, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of just began to start to shake my head, all at once, as I knew that all that I was wearing right now, was in fact a bra, and some panties, all at the exact same time too. I did not want to be completely nude just in the case that some one was in fact to come in to my room and check on me in the middle of the night, all at the exact same time as well, once again. I was worried about it for some of my friends, but mainly about it with my parents, as I knew that even if it was that they had taken care of me when ever it was that I had in fact been a baby, all at the exact same time too, it still just did not seem to feel all too right for me, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self.
I kind of just shook my head a little bit to my self, once again, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, once again. I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to open up my dresser, all at the exact same time too, as I had a huge bundle of clothes, and I was looking for the best one to be wearing on a day like today, all at the exact same time too.
I knew that I could go and look like a slut to the scientist, as I was sure that he had probably not really had all too many girls that had wanted to be around him in his life, all at the exact same time too, at that. I did my best to try to calm my self down once again how ever, as I also knew that was not the best way to be looking at things, all at the exact same time too. I was sure that it would be an easy pass to get in to the group, but I also felt like I should not hang my self that low, and to those types of standards, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of just shook my head a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as in the end, I then did in fact go right on ahead, and I then all of the sudden did in fact start to turn my head over to some normal clothes, all at the exact same time as well. I felt like it would just be a better idea to wear some normal clothes, as I still was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even getting my self in to, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of just began to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self this time, all at the exact same time too, almost as if I felt like there was some one in the room watching me right now, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I shivered at the thought of that, all at the exact same time as well, even though I did in fact know that it was in fact not the case what so ever, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I just kind of began to start to speak to my self, all at the exact same time too.
"Calm down Millie... Stop being so stupid right now..." I said to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like quite a bit of an idiot for the fact that I felt like I did in fact need to speak to my self right now, all at the exact same time too. How ever, either way, if I was not going to lie to my self either, it did in fact kind of make me feel a little bit better about my self, and a little bit better about every thing that was in fact going on right now, all at the exact same time too, at that, none the less.
As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare for just a little bit longer, I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to lift out a pair of clothes from out of my dresser, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. Once it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact slowly begin to start to put the clothes on me, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to just not be all too worried about it all, all at the exact same time too, once again.
As I did in fact stand there and I did in fact stare for just a little bit longer, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to shake it all of, all at the exact same time too, as I then began to start to put on my jeans, all at the exact same time too. It was in fact skinny jeans, al at the exact same time too, as I was sure that I did in fact kind of look like a little bit of a slut for wearing them, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I did not care what so ever how ever, as I felt like they were in fact comfortable for me, for one thing, all at the exact same time too. The other thing was I did in fact want some people to at least by looking at me right now, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, at that. In the end, I then did in fact slowly begin to start to all of the sudden get my mind, and my focus more or less on just what it was that was in fact more important, all at the exact same time too.
That fact that was in fact more important to me of course, was of course the fact that I needed to hurry up, before it was in fact too late. I knew that my friend, Zander, all at the exact same time too, had in fact said to me that he was in fact going to come and he was going to take me with him to the place that we were in fact going to go and see the scientist, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I did not want to be late, and I felt like I did in fact want to be dressed up around him, all at the exact same time too. I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with me, and why it was that I really did in fact want to look good, and not be a little slut around him, all at the exact same time too. Perhaps that was due to the fact that I knew that he was in fact pretty much my best friend, and I wanted him to think at least some what highly of me, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare there for a little bit longer, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to walk over to the front door of my bed room, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I was in fact ready to meet him at the front of my house, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
I knew that he was going to show up at any moment, all at the exact same time too, as I had made sure to set my alarm clock to easily be ready for him. But for some odd reason or another, I had in fact decided that I was in fact going to just be lazy, and I was in fact going to lay in my bed, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was doing, nor what it was that I was even thinking once again, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
As I began to start to head out of my room, all at the exact same time too, and I then did in fact begin to start to head down the hall way, all at the exact same time as well, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, once again. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, and I then began to start to head over to the living room, which of course was where the front door to the house was in fact at, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
Once it was that I was in fact in the living room, all at the exact same time too, that was when I immediately seemed to notice that my mother was in fact sitting on the couch, all at the exact same time too. I at first felt like she might have got in to a fight with my father last night, as that was usually why it was that she had in fact slept on the couch. Though, that also did not make all too much sense to me what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that they had not fought last night, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
I was not all too sure as to just what it was that she was in fact doing right now, and what it was that was in fact going on with her, all at the exact same time as well, at that. I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare at her with a little bit of a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time too. It was in fact clear to me, all at the exact same time as well, that my mother was in fact wide awake right now, all at the exact same time too.
I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was in fact going on right now, as I knew for a fact that it was in fact not normal for my mother to be awake this early in the morning, all at the exact same time too. I kind of just stood there, and we locked eyes with one another for quite a bit of some time, all at the exact same time too, until in the end, she then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and she then did in fact begin to start to nod to me all of the sudden, as it was clear that she was in fact about to go right on ahead, and she was in fact about to decide to speak to me all at once.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, once again, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to blink my eyes a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to her, all at the exact same time as well, once it was that I had in fact got over the initial shock, all at once. It was in fact clear to the both of us that I was in fact letting her know that I was in fact paying my full attention as to just what ever it was that she was in fact about to go right on ahead and even decide to say to me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, at that.
Once it was that she had in fact seen me do as such a thing like that as a little bit of a response back to her, all at the exact same time too, that was when she then did in fact begin to start to begin to speak to me, all at once. I of course, did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, to try to calm my self down. In the end, I then did in fact begin to start to begin to listen as to just what it was that she felt like she had to wake up so early to say to me, in the very first place any ways, none the less.
"I wish you the best of luck in all of that, that you are about to do Millie! Me and your father are very proud of you! I hope you get let in!" She said to me, all at the exact same time too, as it then began to start to hit me all of the sudden, all at once, as to just why it was that she had in fact decided that she was in fact going to wake up this early in the morning, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear to me that she did in fact want to say one last final good bye to me, all at the exact same time as well.
I was in fact tempted to roll my eyes a little bit, all at the exact same time too, as I was not really taking this all too seriously, all at the exact same time too, once again, none the less. I felt like I very well should be, but I also kind of felt like I was not expecting for us to get let in to what ever it was that we were in fact trying to join in the very first place any ways, none the less. It was clear, that also based off of what it was that my mother had in fact said to me at the end, that she also did not really think I had much of a chance of getting in, none the less.
The ideas of what it was that the scientist was even trying to do had in fact seemed to spread all across the city, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that we were not going to be the only ones that were in fact going to be there, all at the exact same time too, never the less. I also kind of felt like there was not really any thing that was in fact all too special about me, all at the exact same time too, never the less, once again.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to shake off all of those other thoughts from out of my mind, all at the exact same time too, once again, at that. I then did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to smile over towards my mother, all at the exact same time too, at that.
It was in fact quite a bit clear to me, all at once, that it had in fact made her feel quite a bit better about this all, all at the exact same time too, once it was that she had in fact began to start to see me smile back over towards her, all at the exact same time as well. She just kind of blinked her eyes a few times, all at once, as I saw her smile right back over towards me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
The both of us seemed to just stand there, and stare at one another right in to each other's eyes, all at the exact same time too, until in the end, she then did in fact eventually begin to start to look away from me, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that she did in fact have a book in her hand, all at the exact same time too. This book of course, just so happened to be about dragons, all at the exact same time too, as I remembered that it was that she did in fact seem to love to read books, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
I kind of rolled my eyes a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I wondered if that in fact might be the real reason as to just why it was that she was in fact up so early in the very first place any ways. I knew that she had to get to work in a few hours, as she did in fact come home fairly late, all at the exact same time too, at that, none the less. I then kind of began to start to shake my head a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I was in fact fairly certain that she had in fact woken her self up very early, as she had in fact been worried for me about all of this, once it was that I had in fact told her the news.
I knew that she did in fact want to save the world as much as every one else did, all at the exact same time too, but I also knew that she did in fact love me to pieces, and that she did not want any thing bad to happen to me, all at the exact same time as well, once again. I kind of just began to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as in the end, I then did in fact decide to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to step up and begin to start to speak up to my mother all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I should in fact let her know that I was in fact grateful for her, all at once.
As I did in fact kind of stand there, and I did in fact kind of stare for just a little bit longer, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then in the end, did in fact begin to start to see her turn her head over to me, all at the exact same time too. Her eyes were wide once again, just as it was that they had in fact been just a few moments ago, all at once. It was clear that she was a little bit lost as to just what it was that was going on at first, as it seemed like she had in fact forgot that I was even in the room with her right now, never the less, at that.
Eventually how ever, I luckily did in fact begin to start to notice that she then did in fact begin to start to nod back over to me, all at the exact same time too, at that. It was in fact quite a bit clear to me, all at the exact same time as well, that she was in fact letting me know that she was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that I was even about to go right on ahead and even say to her, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare at her for just a little bit longer, that was when I then all of the sudden, in the end, did in fact begin to start to all of at once, begin to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, once again, as I then did in fact do my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to speak to her, all at once, as I knew that of course, that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to her in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
"Thank you mom... I will be fine... Do not worry... I love you..." I said to her, all at the exact same time too, as I then did in fact look her right in to her eyes as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had even said to her, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact feel like I wanted her to know for a fact, all at the exact same time as well, that I had in fact meant as to just what it was that I had even said to her, all at the exact same time too.
If I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time too, and if it was that I was in fact going to be let in to all of this, all at the exact same time too, than I was not all too sure as to just what it was that it would mean for my life, and also for my parents, all at the exact same time too. I was not sure as to just what it was that I was going to be doing, nor was I all too sure as to just where it was that I was even going to be going, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I needed to be able to be ready for just about any thing, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare for just a little bit longer, all at the exact same time too, that was when in the end, I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, once again. I did my best to try to just stay as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to notice that all of the sudden, that she was in fact having a bit of a sad smile on her face.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to notice that, all at the exact same time as well, that was also when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to hear her begin to start to speak back to me, all at the exact same time too. It was in fact clear to me that she felt like she did in fact have one last final thing to say to me before it was that I was in fact about to leave, to perhaps never be seen again, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
As I kind of just did in fact begin to start to stand there, and I did in fact kind of stare there for just a little bit longer, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to my mother, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that I was in fact letting her know, all at the exact same time too, that I was in fact beginning to start to pay my full attention on just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time as well.
Once it was that she had in fact began to start to notice, all at the exact same time too, that was when she then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact began to start to hear her begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, as I then did in fact do my best to try to calm my self down, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"I love you too Millie... And be safe out there for me... You never know what it is that you will be getting your self in to..." She said to me, all at once, as it was in fact a good reminder to hear, all at the exact same time too. I still did not have a single clue as to just what it was that me and my friends were about to go on ahead and do, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could, all at once, as I kind of just began to stare at her for a little bit longer, once again, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to notice that all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, that the door was in fact beginning to start to be knocked on, all at the exact same time too. I was a little bit lost as to just what it was that it was even for at first, all at the exact same time too, until in then all of the sudden did in fact kind of hit me, all at the exact same time too. As I kind of just did in fact stare for a little bit longer over at the door, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then once again began to start to hear the voice of my mother, as she then did in fact once again, begin to start to speak up to me, once again. I did in fact of course, begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, at that. "Well... It looks like your friend Zander is here now..."
I looked at her, as soon as it was that she had in fact said that's all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to notice that all of the sudden, all at once, that she was now beginning to start to head on over to the hall way, all at once. She did in fact pass me on the way there, as she reached in for a quick hug, all at the exact same time too, which I did in fact give her, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
Once it was that we had in fact done a such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, I then began to start to notice that, she then did in fact begin to start to head over to her bed room, all at the exact same time too. It was clear that she had in fact not woken up this early to go and read a book, what so ever, all at the exact same time as well, as it was in fact more or less clear to me that she had in fact woken up this early, all at the exact same time too, so that it was that she could in fact say one last good bye to me, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
As I watched her head back over to her bed room, all at the exact same time too, once again, that was when I then all of the sudden began to start to feel a little bit of some tears begin to start to fall down from my eyes, all at the exact same time too. I was not all too sure as to just why that was in fact the case, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with me right now, all at the exact same time too, at that, once again. How ever, in the end, I just began to start to let out quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well.
I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to head over to the door, all at the exact same time too. As I was sure that Zander was a little bit worried, as well as a little bit lost as to just why it was that I had in fact not opened the door what so ever right now, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to head right over to it, all at once.
I then did in fact begin to start to open the door, all at the exact same time too, with out even looking through the peep hole, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too worried about it being any one else right now. Even if it was in fact really early in the morning, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that there was nothing that I did in fact need to be worried about at all right now, all at once. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to see the fact of my friend, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
I saw that he had quite a bit of a relieved smile on his face, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that he had in fact been a little bit worried, all at the exact same time too, as to just why it was that it had in fact been taking so long for me to answer the door, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that. As I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to go in and I gave him a hug, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I saw that Zander was in fact quite a bit surprised by it at first, all at the exact same time too. How ever, it was clear that he was not going to try to deny a good old hug from his best friend, what so ever, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare for a little bit longer, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to let go of him, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that we needed to have our focus on just why it was that he was even here at my place in the very first place any ways, once again. As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare at him right in to his eyes for just a little bit longer, that was when he then all of the sudden did in fact start to nod to me, all at once. Just as soon as it was that he had done that, it was clear to me that he was about to speak to me, once again.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could right now, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with me right now, as I felt like I had a lot of different emotions going on through my head right now, all at the exact same time too, none the the less. In the end how ever, I kind of wake my self up, and I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to him all of the sudden. It was clear that I was in fact letting him know that I was in fact paying my full attention to him right now.
Once it was that he had in fact seen me do as such a thing like that, that was when he then did in fact begin to start to speak to me. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, as soon as it was that he had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that. In the end, I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Alright Millie! You ready for all of this?"