ive got to say this is my fault . Shes dead because of me i got a new gf a new life but something is telling me that i did the wrong thing . i had a dream last night by my past self " Why did you kill her" my past self said " What its not like a care about her" i replied " you are a monster she loved you she LOVED YOU all you did was repay her with pain you really are a monster look at you you killed your lover for somebody else " then i thought of it more and i started to have tears falling down i did not know she loved me and all i did was repay her with pain " what have i done . . . . ." i said i fell to the floor and let my tears pour out i wanted to kill myself face it its my fault im going to tell the truth why is emily missing so people can hate me i dont care ..... i care about her ..... she loved me and i never got to say i love you back...
im such an idiot im such a idiot im such an idiot im such an idiot im such an idiot im such an idiot im such an idiot im a idiot i am such a idiot im such an idiot
and there is no going back
