But do I love him?
Different thoughts were altering my mind.
"I know you can't reply a I love you too right now. And don’t worry I didn't said dat expecting a reply from you like dat even." Jeongguk showed his smile. But don't know why I found deep grief behind dat smile.
" Jeongguk ah... I'm totally puzzled with everything....
"Hush." An index finger didn’t let me complete.
"I understand v hyung. I completely do. We're BTS after all. It's not dat easy to do so. We can't let da reputation of da band get tarnished in a glimpse. Ahh. And even if we date,we can't do it publicly. There are many secrets to hold."
Jeongguk sighed.
Never knew dis smol Gguk has grown up dis much. Current situation,band members,family,Armys everything was a red light for us.
"Jeongguk aren’t you coming back?"
"To where?"
"To da dorm obviously. "
"Don't know. May be later."
"Why? Isn't everything sorted out now?" I asked being visibly confused.
"Maybe yes,maybe no." Jeongguk muttered sarcastically.
"Whoa,what?"
"Hyung nothing has changed, rather it now became adversely complicated. If I see you everyday I'll loose the hysteria over my tender emotion for you." And w dat Jeongguk sat on the sofa and spread his hands in agony.
I was on my way to at least give him a thin consolation when my phone buzzed.
~Annyeonghaseyo aa Jiminah.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
~I just came to get some snacks.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
~Yeah okay coming Just 10 minutes.
"I've to go Jeonggukiee hyungs have already came to know dat I'm not home." I panicked.
"Yeah okay." Jeongguk stood up.
"Bye."
"Aaaa let me escort you to da basement. "
"Okay."
We both went inside da lift. A silent atmosphere.
"Hyung how will you reach by 5 mins? It'll take at least 30 mins to reach our dorm."
"Ah Jeonggukiee.."
"What?"
Sorry Jin hyung but I've to break the promise.
"We've shifted next road."
"Whoaaa,really?"
"Yes."
The elevator door opened.
"When?"
"Last day."
"But how...
" I've to move now, will talk to you over phone. Keep da phone switched on pls."
"Okayyyyy."
I saw his face pale. Even my heart was not calling to leave him alone. But what could I do even.
I spread my hand approaching a hug & Jeongguk immediately hopped over me giving a tight hug.
"I love you v hyung. I'll miss you." he whispered in my ear which gave me chills no doubt.
We broke da hug.
"I'll miss you too Ggukie." I gave a simpering smile.
I turned to leave.
"Then don't leave."
I heard a shaky murmuring sound but didn't turned back cuz my one turn back would make both me & Jeongguk weak.
Jeongguk's pov:
I came back to my flat. The flat looked so desert. Though I stayed here all alone these days but now I didn’t know how to adapt. I was already missing his chuckles. I'm totally into you Kim Taehyung!
I stood on da same place where we kissed. Yes it's tru I alwaz admired his fluffy lips. And nvr thought we would kiss like dis. I alwaz wanted to kiss him. But dis was not da way I desired. But da way hyung teased me I couldn't
control da bawdy self of mine aish.
Even how could I? Da Jeongguk who gets weak just by seeing his thick veins. So his lips. So irresistible.
We'll be together v hyung. I promise. I smiled at da.....
What! The cushion!
How idiot you're Jeongguk.
No I'm not idiot. I'm in Love.
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