YOU KNOW IT HURTS

ENAKKU MATTUM EN IPDI?!?!

me: but............

him: we're already interested in each other....

me: huh??

me: you kidding me???

him: nope!!

me: seri...seri...raja enjoy pannu...

him: ok........sowmya unakku text pannuva......maybe later..

me: hmm ok

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I took my phone and went out, and sat on the swing.

the swing is something like this:

I plugged onto my earphones and started to listen sirikkadhey - by ANIRUDH.

( author: I am his biggest fan )

after quiet a while, my dad came and sat, that is inside the living room.

He was on the phone with someone

appa: aprom....studies ellam epdi pogudhu??

( by the tone, I guess it's my cousin brother )

him: nalla pogudhu daddy....

( yes! anna appa va apdi dhan kupduvaan, you'll now the reason in upcoming chapters )

appa: naan ivala medical padikka vekkalam-nu irukken...

him: ahn! padikka vekkalam.....

( edhu!! medical-ah!! thirumbavum aarambichittanga....idhu oru 1 year-ah nadakkudhu )

y/n pov: 

I waited for the convo to end..after it ended..

y/n: dad!! yaar-ah kettu enna medical padikka vekka-poringa!??

dad: yen?? padikka kudaadha??

y/n: enakku adhula viruppam illa!!

dad: keluma.....adhu padichhu nee doctor ana-na society-la respect odavum pride odavum irukkalaam...adhu mattum illama niraya sambarikkalam......nee eppo venum-nalum hospital poikkalam, leave eduthukalaam....

y/n: indha vishayatha please vidunga!! aprom idha pathi pesikkalam!!

TIME SKIP

now it's dinner...

dinner: 

paravaa illa, nalla dinner kuduthu enna calm down pannitaanga..

anna won't be coming home to have dinner today as he's having chicken biriyani with his friends. 

enna!? thenavattu?!!

after my dinner......

TIME SKIP

I closed my eyes while laying on my bed...

all the negative thoughts started occupying my mind

I was scared about my future!! 

there were reasons I don't want to study medical!

first, the expence is too high...like you have to spend 1 1/2 crores to finish the course....and I don't think that I can win that competition.........moreover I got no interest or I still haven't found my interests......

I can't say these things openly to my dad! this would surely hurt him!!

I couldn't sleep...

I went out of my room and went to the hall..

I heard my mom talking with my grandma on the phone..

I heard prithuvi anna's voice...oh..it must be a confrence call...

grandma: ava inga varalaama...

mom: aiyoo!! ithana naal nimmadhiya irundhom!!

pithi: enna nadakka pogudho??!!

I went and intrupted their conversation..

y/n: ma...enna ma aachu???

mom: unga periyama varaangalaama!??

y/n: edhu!? andha vadavalli aunty-ah???

mom: aama...ennoda sondha akka!!

y/n: eppo??

mom: nalaikku.....namma ellarum ponum..

y/n: oho....seri seri

after that I went to my room and slept....

TO BE CONTINUED............

MAKKALE, PRITHUVI-ndra character ennoda cousin brother.....

aprom avaroda flashback adhutha chapter-la theriya varum!!

ADHU VARAIKKUM!! UNGA LIDAM IRUNDHU VIDAI PERUVADHU UNGAL AUTHOREYY!!