Chapter 23

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Trying to make sense of what was going on, But my thoughts refused to form correctly, nothing fit right anymore, "feed her to Eren! She doesn't belong up here! Who let her out of her cell! Feed her to the titans!" The words raced through my brain, but over and over I was hearing "FEED HER TO EREN!" On reply, I grasped my temple, " I'll make it easier for you then" I said to myself, picking myself up off the ground, I slammed the door open, the breeze catching my civilian clothing, my hair witch was long taken out of its restraint blowed freely, but still the air around me was hard to breath, I began clutching my shirt again as of it was a restraint pulling me deeper down into some unfortunate darkness 'feed her to Eren' it was like a record in loop constantly playing.

Falling to the ground with a thud my hand still holding onto the fabric, 'titans, Hanji recently inquired 2 new ones.' No I promised Eren I would wait, "-na" I can't breathe "una" I can't do this anymore, "LUNA!" The voice I know that voice but why can't I register it, my thoughts still running only stopping when a gentle hand was placed on my shoulder,  " hey, it's okay breath in slowly, it's gonna be okay" the voice was husky, my breath still unsteady. "Luna please you need to breath," nothing was registering in my brain. "Try something else" someone suggested.

  The next thing I knew I was slapped across the face pulling me back to reality; my hand left my shirt and found it's way towards my face "what the actual hell!" I yelled at the man who was crouched infront of me, his eyes held concern, but his face read anger, disappointment, " not my fault you weren't listing to me" he said coldly, " are you okay?" My eyes followed the voice upwards to Hanji, I looked back down and shook my head 'no'
" I'm sorry for going outside but I can't be with the scouts, I know It's this or the MPs but can I go there, they would rather feed me to titans or Eren. Bu—-" I was stopped mid sentence
"The great pain in my ass, my own daughter wants to back down from a fight, now I know you better then that, who cares what the others think, my squad and Hanjis squad wants you here. Who gives a damn of the others"
"What would you have me do? Either way im gonna get thrown into a cell!" I questioned the man
"Fight, don't give up now, I want you to March back into that mess hall, and throw a god damn punch to the first person who spoke badly, show them that you still belong here, because fucking hell you do!" He ordered as he stood up, "I'll say it was an order, now March Ackerman" he demanded, I got to my feet and marched down to the mess hall, Hanji and Levi on my tail, " she'll get into more trouble" Hanji whispered
"And Ill take the blame, she needs this" Levi said back.

Flinging the doors open everyone went quite again, but the new recruit who first started bad mouthing me was beating the crap out of someone, I walked over and saw once more; "GET THE HELL OFF MY FRIEND!" I demanded as I threw a punch to his face, making contact with his noise, a load crunch was heard throughout the hall,
"Fuck, your so dead now, you little bitch!" He yelled as he got off Eren and made his was towards me, "bring it asshat!" I smirked back. I got into a fighting stance, my fists balled and ready. His first attack was a low blow, making contact with my stomach, re-stabilizing myself I was able to deliver a quick jab to his jaw, " DONT LOOSE TO THE TRAITOR!"
"BRING THE BITCH DOWN A NOTCH!" Cadets and seasoned scouts yelled as the fight carried on.

I wasn't paying a lot of attention as before the whole hall ended up being yells and screams for the other guy to win, but one minute I was standing; his hands made contact with my shoulder and in one harsh movement I was taken to the floor, a load bang was heard as my head made contact with the ground, "give up runt, I win" the guy laughed, my mind was foggy and my hands tingled, " looks like the short shit lost, too bad bitch gave a good fight!" He boasted, "looks like captain Levi's genes skipped a generation, well most of his genes. Guess you got his height" he joked, okay now o get it, the anger from that one statement in raged me, with him on top of me laughing and boasting about his uncertain win, I was able to get my leg between his, my shin making full contact with my family jewels; cheap shot I know. He rolled off of me cupping his groin, grabbing the hair on top of his head I rolled him so he would look at me, " make fun of my fucking height and next time you'll be a god damn women." I growled at him as he whimpered and groaned
"Do I make myself fucking clear!" I yelled my fist just hovering above his face, hoping he'd give me another reason to punch him. "CADET ACKERMAN THATS ENOUGH!" Levi commanded through out the hall.

Standing up from the boy underneath me I saluted the captain, "outside, now!" He ordered  giving him a slight nod I made my exit, "Jeager, follow her now! You know she can't be left unattended!" He commanded,
"Oh, yes sir" Eren shouted as he followed behind me, the doors shut behind us, I turned to look at Eren and had begun laughing, " what's so funny? We're both gonna get in trouble for this" he was super serious,
" I just think it's funny is all, remember when I first got captured and I kept making fun of Levi's height"
A lightbulb went off in Erens head
"YES we had to lock you two in the same room for days cause of the constant arguing,"
"I now know what Levi felt" I smiled at the brunette, " thanks for sticking up for me, I appreciate it, makes me feel a bit better."

We both leaned up against the brick wall and waited for Captain Levi and section commander Hanji, Eren and I talked about the days when I first was brought here, all the screaming and yelling, his fist fights with horse face. "Ackerman, are you okay!" Someone yelled causing Eren and myself to look in there direction,
"Speaking of horse face" i joked causing the titan shifter to laugh
"Yes Jean boy, I'm fine." Giving him a response,
" don't call me jean boy, your worse then the suicidal maniac, on behalf of some of the 104th, the ones who wanted to bring you home, we're sorry we didn't stick up for you, we all just froze" he sincerely apologized.
" it's fine" was all I could muster, my gaze shifted towards the ground, not wanting to meet either of the males gaze, 'please leave' I mentally begged. Drawing me out of my inner pleas and begs where footsteps.

"Oh good you stayed," Hanji said in a cheerful tone, Eren and I saluted her causing her too smile at us, "make it look like I'm yelling at the both of you." She whispered, so Eren and I did as she gave us praise for standing up for each other, "honestly could have been more bloody, I wanted to run more tests on Erens healing abilities" she smirked, giving my section commander a slight nod, my facial expression remained the same scowl, Eren wore a sad puppy dog look.

"I see four eyes told you too look like your being punished" Levi's cold vice said as he walked up to us. "Yes sir" I coldly said back
"Good keep it up, Luna we need to work on your hand to hand, the skill diminished in the last 5 months." He took a paused to turn to look at Eren, " you did good sticking up for you Comrade, although it's too early to be picking fights and fighting with other cadets, is a no, but as you both just got 'let go' I'm letting it slide, also I did tell cadet Ackerman to fight back, no one says a damn word" Captain Levi explained to us what we were to say if anyone asked what happened. "That is all; go enjoy the rest of your breakfast, you both join Four eyes after for—" he was cut off
   "Some special training for Eren and his titan" the sinister laugh was all I needed to know that it wasn't gonna end well.

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