Day after Day,
I ignored Jaden.
He tried to talk to me just like twice.
I don't even care anymore.
He kinda ruined my love life..
But who cares?
I wouldn't be Yn without my abating ideas.
I could ask Javon if it's okay for him to 'fake date' me.
"Sure, he kinda deserves this.."
He did help me quite a lot,
At school I saw his looks, full of jealousy.
Do I feel bad? Not in a little way.
Am I being honest with everyone? Nope.
The only things me and Javon are doing are little cheek pecks and cuddles.
I don't know what to do...
I mean I still...
Love Jaden Walton.
But is he the right one?
I don't know what to do..
Should I talk to him?
Should I give up?
Should I go on?
Should I apologize for something I didn't do?
Bad ideas.
I will always love him,
No matter if he doesn't love me back,
Or if we are gonna be strangers someday...
He's the only one I wanted and still want.
This girl is just using him anyways.
How can he be this blind?
