This Feels Write

Battle of Pain

I close my eyes
And your the only one to survive
My heart is a cavity
Cause ur my one true reality

I picture us in the window
Cuddling while it rains
Not knowing that'll happen
Is my lonely pain

I want love to forgive
Forgive and forget
But you don't even know
What happened yet

My past has a brain
And that brain is on fire
I wonder if you'll yell at me
Screaming I'm a liar

I want to dance in the sunset
You between my arms
But my brain and my mindset
Will only bring us harm

I dont want to hurt you
Words are like knives
You are my true love
I want us to survive

This space in between us
I want to come home
See the love in your eyes
And know that love is shown

There are concrete walls
wrapped around my heart
Yet you come crashing in
You tear it all apart

I see us laying on the beach
Playing in the water
Building sand castles
With our two year old daughter

I want our future
Stronger than me
I dream us together
You set me free