Wanted For Love 1 [KinnPorsche]

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Porsche

My limbs hurt as I made my way upstairs to my apartment. I had fought hard enough to scare the gangs away. They promised to be back since I betrayed them.

I didn't care. I reached the door to my room and wiggled the key in the keyhole. But the door swung open before I could turn the knob.

Damn it! I thought I could sneak into the room without waking Porchay, my brother. But here he was standing with is arms crossed over chest eyes glaring angrily at me.

"P'Porsche, I have been worried about you. What happened to your face?"

I stepped away from the door frame, put myself together and pretended not to be in pains. "Nothing."

"You're lying. You got into a fight again."

I walk past Porchay and headed to the small bathroom.

"You don't have to worry about me." I muttered.

"I worry all the time, Pi, the loan sharks were here, they wanted their money, our rent is due it's been six months already, we are about to be thrown out! We can barely feed properly."

I pretended not to hear. I was already numb to his complaints. Everything he complained about was true. I couldn't argue, I couldn't lie anymore and I couldn't pretend that I had it figured out.

I only had one believe. That all this was going to be over soon.

Somehow.

I hate been sad. I always joked and try to have fun. But sometimes the emotions can be overwhelming.

Especially now that I have to trick that handsome man Kinn.

What if he finds out I am a spy? Shit!

I turned on the tap and splashed cold water on my bruised face. I took some minutes to calm my nerves down. I rolled my neck and stretched my cramped muscles in  my shoulders and back.

Damn. Everywhere hurt.

When I walked out of the bathroom, I met Porchay sulking. Tears had clouded his eyes.

"Have you eaten dinner." I asked.

"I'm not hungry."

"Chay, you should something. I have some change with me. I should order roast chicken?"

"I'm not hungry P. I'm tired."

I exhaled. "I promise you this last time. Don't give up on me. You will go to school and become the best. Just trust me. Hmm."

I chided and led Chay to a chair.

"Just relax. We are going to survive one day at a time. Okay?"

I felt relieved when Chay nodded.

"I will go buy you some chicken."

I know I keep making mistakes. Telling Porchay that I got myself involved in a terrible deal with some mafia gangs will trigger his fears the more.

Did I mention the rival clan gave me one chance to bring Kinn to them. If I failed again, then I'm screwed.

Chay is my only surviving family. He needs to be protected no matter what.

But first I needed to buy him some chicken.

............

Kinn

I arrived at the family furious. Big was first to meet me at the gate. He noticed my anger and stayed few metres away from me. I walked very fast as I headed upstairs to my room.