Forbidden love

Your face

He might never understand why the blonde's face was the last thing that popped in his mind at the brink of death.

He agrees that he has an attraction to the blonde he is not the one who would lie about his feelings to himself.

But why he wondered.
Why does he cares for the blonde when both of them never exchanged proper conversation with each other.
He thought it will be his brother or his family or his past lover he would see at the brink of death.
They say at the end the most important events of your life will flash infront of oneself but nothing like that happened to me right now.

The world was darkening infront of him.

And the feeling of the vanishing of his senses are the sign that he is dying.

He remembers the touch of those warm lips and the persons body heat on his.

He will never know why did the blond accepted someone as sinful as himself.

He thought that he was never a selfish person but now he wants to.

He wants to live again be with the blonde

He had a person he loved in the past but it was never this intense.

Its just his wishful thinking but...

If there was another life maybe the blonde and him could be together.

He felt pathetic thinking how the blonde could make him feel like this.
He had always accepted whatever life had bestowed upon him never asking for more and taking sadness hatred everything from others.

But now maybe after tasting once he became greedy and wanted more.

He himself knew the weight of his actions to the blonde.

He knew his death might be something the blonde wouldn't take.

Even though no words were spoken between them he felt as if though he could understand the blonde's feelings.

And he will never find the reason why...

And slowly with these thoughts the world before me darkened and all was black.